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Bintan Team Building..

2008-10-30T11:44:00.021+08:00

On the 10th of Oct..after a fire broke out at my workplace..things werent wat it used to be..everyone was in low morale..worried abt the unit and wat will happen to the person who is taking care of the unit..lucky enough..our team building at Bintan was not affected and everyone is able to take some time off to relax and for a moment..not think about work..juz relax and enjoy..chill..

A group of us..the younger ones and of cos some older ones decided to go over earlier to enjoy a bit b4 the main body arrive the next day morning..they will be meeting real early in the morning and we do not wan to rush down in the morning..quite tiring to be there at Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal at 0730hrs..so we're there 1 day earlier after our night shift..booked a resort..rest..relax while waiting for the next day to come..it was quite a nice place to be at..things of cos are cheaper than Singapore..kinda village style of living i can say..

After checking into our rooms..some of us juz slept cos was tired after the night shift while the others (including me) went for a nice relaxing indonesian massage to let our tensed muscles relax and rest..bought some titbits though..to go with our liquor that we bought at DFS before boarding the ferry to Bintan..All was well and enjoying ourselves..not to mention the liquor..hahha..dinner was not too bad..din know wat's the food on the menu and juz ordered anything i feel is nice..sure enough..it taste good..haha..

Night time was also rather happening as the restaurant turned into a pub with live band performing..wooohooo..shiok..din really stayed at the restaurant to watch it..merely watched a bit when we went over from our room to get some drinks to go with our liquor..haha..drinking a lot that nite..and we still need to wake up at 0830hrs the next day..

The following day was great too..everyone woke up on time and arrived at Focus Adventure Club Bintan on time too..while the main body took some time to arrive..haha..even our shift supt was surprised that we're earlier than them..hehe..

Our team building event was hosted by Focus Adventure..a v enthusiatic group which has made the whole day enjoyable and fun..there r too many activities to describe in detail..so..look at the pics to get an idea of wat we went thru ba..(",)

Paint ball.."Pain" ball..

Jet Ski..

ATV ride in the wild..

Group Photo..

hehe..tat marks the end of my Bintan trip..really hope to go again..too many things din get to enjoy there..shall see when can i go again..hehe..

Work..relationships..license...

2008-09-03T18:10:00.002+08:00

hmm..again..long long long long time no blog?haha..too much things to write n dunno where to start..wat to write..haiz..another headache..dun write also headache..write also headache..haha..

2mths into shift..oredi in the 3rd mth actually..things are going well..starting to b more confident in running the unit oredi..only thing tat still bothers me is when the unit has upsets..how to rectify it asap...this calls for some skills n also unlucky situations where upsets occurs n we get to hands-on to learn in more detail..haha..and..my mentor oredi told my supervisor tat we're ready to take our unit block test in nOv..ohhh..stressed..haha..still got so much things dunno..hmmm..n we're going back 4 review in mid oct..need to start preparing my unit line-up drawings too..another headache to take care of..but no need to worry..things will go on juz fine..haha

Enough of work..now will be some updates on my private life..after searching n waiting n longing for..finally found myself a nice n caring gf..not only is she caring, she is also considerate. pretty much an ideal gf for most guys who wanna settle down n plan for the future..haha..meet her at work..and anyway she is my junior at work too..joined the company 1 mth after me..v blessed to haf her too.. though our shift team is different and working hrs are nt tat similiar, but we are still able to work things out and find time to meet each other..spend time with each other..that is something that i am v happy with and it is still going on well..

Many might be surprised, including my sister n parents that she is nt chinese..haha..she is a malay..though there are bound to b many cultural differences, but i am sure we can work things out and make everything goes on smoothly..so far..going 2mths 2gether..met quite a few of her classmates, cousins n of cos parents..her parents seems to object us being 2gether n i can understand their concern, but i will also work hard to make them change their perspective of our relationship..of cos this is being assisted by my gf too(",)

Preview of myself n my gal..hehe

at Swensons Marina Sq on National Day

at her void deck b4 she go work

at Partyworld Civic Centre..

More updates on it soon..as we continue our journey 2gether..hehe

Lastly..finally after so long, i haf started to continue my class3 license again...cleared my FTT and gotten the TP test date which is on 9th Jan 09..nice date..nice no. haha..090109..4D anyone?haha..started on my 1st driving lesson today too..within that 1 n half hr, i think i covered most of wat is required..only left with reverse parking, parallel parking n mayb the control of the car when going downslope?should b like tat ba..haha..done my u-turn, left n right turn, gear shifting etc..so far so gd..only too stiff on my handling of the steering..having some prob controlling the clutch when starting off too..need to brush up on that on the next lesson..my braking is too hard too..this i noticed it myself though the instructor din say anything..noticed tat i tend to go to the left side too when i try to shift gear..hmm..so many mistakes..but nvm..it's the 1st lesson anyway..continue to brush up then will b perfect..still holding on to my target of passing the license on the 1st try..hope tat it will come true..haha..

so far tat's all i think??if there's anything i missed out..i'll add on in the next entry..hehe..

Started Shift Work..

2008-07-16T13:56:00.004+08:00

After 3 mths of classroom training...line tracing..finally graduated from my Basic Orientation Training (BOT)..To my surprise, i was the best trainee..haaha..din expected tat as there's many others who i feel are better than me, performing better than me..glad that they feel ok abt me getting tat award, but after all no matter wat award we get during the training, the challenge is how we perform when on shift, where everyone in the team will see how u work n assess u from there, which is v crucial in our promotions and appraisal..which also means bonuses etc..haha

The graduation was held at the Jurong Refinery..feel so gd to b graduating..haha..not much thing to do except 4 my presentation and video that i haf made with the windows movie maker..tot that i haf done a gd video n realised that i haf made a few typos in the video..cant change..haiz..cos din bring some of the necessary files with me to edit the video if there is a need..haha..nevertheless, everything went on well..The morning was slack for us..no one to bother us, we juz relax n waited for the whole thing to start..all of us grad except for 1 of us..who out of dunno where suddenly say he wanna quit after going thru most of the tough training which is given to prepare him 4 the shift work..only a wk left and he quit..haiz..say he wanna go study..but we dun think tat is the reason lah..haiz.kinda disappointed abt the whole decision..

Anyway after the graduation..we had a great time at the East Coast Park chalet..enjoyed the bbq..cycling..swimming and many nonsensical things we did at the chalet..haha

preparing 4 BBQ after swim..

having early bbq makan..

satay man at work

Feasting..

After all tat fun..time to start shift..haha..

Gd news..haha..

2008-05-13T19:54:00.004+08:00

Hmmm..had started at Exxonmobil for abt 1 and a half months..all has been well..pay is gd so far..having enough always unlike previously..always had to borrow here n there at the of the month, juz b4 the pay day comes..Glad that my batch of trainees are so fun n frenly..the lessons are fun n enjoyable regardless of how dry the lesson topics were..haha..our age are not that far apart..oldest being 28 and youngest being 20..we actually got bonded so well tat we had outings every now n then..haha..

1st outing...Fish n Co. at the Glass House...

Was thinking that since we're not going to the same unit after our training period so we had decided to go out and haf some nice food..get together....juz chill...was quite enjoyable with all the fun ppl ard..hasnt been to Fish n Co for a long long time..realised that the menu hasnt change much..juz ordered the usual..haaha..our gd old 'auntie' come up with pranks again..to one of our guys..Teck Ann..knowing that Fish n Co has v interesting way of celebrating bdays for any customer whose bday is round the corner n she actually told the waitress tat Teck Ann's bday had juz passed..though it was almost a month ago..

Our Food

Poor Teck Ann...standing on the chair waving his 'sparkles' stick while the whole group sang bday song 4 him..haha..never wanna go back there on my bday...though many of them suggested that for my bday too..coming soon..3wks time..haha..wonder how can i siam tat..haha..

the gals

the guys

After the fun time at Fish n Co. we went to look 4 a place to chill..ended up at Alleybar, but it was full..wed nite...Labour Day the next day..everyone was out chilling..cant find any nice place to chill too..finally..the gals wanted to go back..spoilsport..hah..but cant blame them..little gals like them haf curfew..hasnt hear that word 4 a long time...so only the guys are ard...so in the end we went to indochine..chill..watch soccer..drink some beer..and tat called off the day...

the group..

2nd outing...Pool at Paradiz...

1 wk later..another idea came up...Pool...haha..din get gd response this time..many of us haf things planned..so only ended up with the 6 of us..out of 10...most of us knows how to play..though some claimed that they dunno how to play n ended up being quite gd..our dear Weng Lum is picking up rather well..haha..fruitful day 4 her as she knows how to play better..need more practice though...i hasnt played 4 wks..not that on form tat day..hah..but still din lose face..learnt a few new tricks myself too...pool was a short session...after which we all parted our ways...end of the outing...

greatest news of the wk...my sis had finally given birth on 11th May 2008 at 0547hrs..a son is added to the family...Aloysius..my 1st nephew..i was so happy abt it tat i was boasting to almost any fren that i come across..haa..my mum was the most anxious 1..told her abt the time n weight of Aloy n most likely time of my sis's return to the house..she kept asking if she is back...y isnt she back..when she will only b back the next day...which is 2day..

the min i got home from work..she was complaining..'y ur sis say wanna come back but still not home??' i juz told her once again..still early..dun need to worry..she ended up standing at the kitchen window..looking down at the carpark..waiting..shouted in excitement when she saw the cab which my sis took..my dad carry Aloysius..rushed to the door..ready to open the gate 4 them when they only had juz alighted from the cab..haha..so funny to see her reaction..understand that it is her 1st grandson..so din really blame her lah..haha..cute little Aloysius is now soundly asleep in his cradle..having his sweet dreams...

Long blog..whole month din blog oredi..4gif me ah...

Cant sleep..

2008-03-31T03:16:00.002+08:00

hmmm..woke up to blog since i cant sleep..hasnt been able to sleep properly since dunno when..always thinking of stuffs b4 i sleep n most of the time caused me to be unable to get proper rest..it's been a long time since i can sleep without any problem...unless i go drinking and got 'mabok' after drinking 1-2 bottles of martel..

been thinking abt driving ard..always wanted to get a license and mayb thinking abt it for too much and even when i sleep my mind keep picturing how it will be like when i am taking my lessons and even after i passed it...how it feels like to go 4 a spin in my own car..has been home for the past few wks..din really go out even during my off days cos cant think of anywhere tat i can go too..when i feel bored...juz feeling how nice it would b if i oredi has my license and my own car..at least i can go drive ard..to anywhere my body controls my car to go..take a breather somewhere quiet..mayb to a beach..let the sea breeze blow away my troubles and worries..mayb a quiet place can let me sort out my tots too..

up until nw,i always tot tat i know wat i wanted..set my goals to achieve...but most of the time i dun seem to achieve them..too many hindrance along the way to stop me or deviate me from wat i wanted..studying is 1 of them..hasnt tot of going back to sch only until recently..starting to feel that having a diploma is nt enough to survive in the ever improving world and it should b time tat i improve myself too..if nt i'll b drifting further n further from the world...funds has always been a problem when it comes to this..having found tat Exxonmobil provides study loans for their employees..it starts to bring light again to my goal to study..only have to find out more abt how the loan works and i can kick start my studies if the terms are acceptable..

driving is a lesser challenge..factors ard me has made me too eager to drive tat i think there's no way i'm gonna stray away from this goal...oredi made plans on how i will get my license and when my 1st car is coming out..wat model to get..let's juz hope n pray hard tat everything will go well for this..at least i know i have achieved something...

another goal is to get myself a gf..hasnt been successful with this since my last relationship..been thinking that i will nt haf much problem with this but things do not go on tat well though..mayb the job at the ktv has made me too uncertain abt my love life..dun seem to settle down or rather sort out my feelings on wat kind of gal i am looking for..finally found 1 tat i feel strongly for..she is always on my mind..would even appear in my dreams sometimes..some of my sleepless nites are also contributed by her as i always think of wat should i do to touch her heart that she will accept me...if i do this..wat's the outcome...wat if i do that..will the outcome be better?or worse?frens has been telling me to b patient..take my time..try harder..but wat i am afraid of is when i take my time and b patient..someone else will come along and manage to hold her hand b4 me..think i haf encountered too many such incidents that i feel i shouldnt b too patient..and haf to act fast too..of cos acting at the rite time n place will play a big part in this too..may the cupid gif me a clear sign on when is the rite time n place to act??

hmm..dun think i can sleep 2nite..oredi 3++am nw and i need to wake up at 630am..might juz lie down on my bed till my alarm clock rings..mayb can catch some eye shut b4 tat?we'll see how..

Sickening Sprain

2008-03-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

haiz..got another sprain again..shit loh...think in my blog entries can see tat i did nt sprain my ankle for the 1st time loh..like every yr..mayb within a few mths...i'll sprain my ankle ones loh..and is the same ankle..left side 1..and cos of the same reason..basketball..haiz...think it's really like wat many ppl say..once u sprain ur ankle once..it'll be weak n many will come in future if u're nt careful..haiz..this kind of thing how to b careful abt?if can b careful abt..then there wun b any accidents oredi..hmmm...

the most frustrating thing is..so many mrt stations are having their escalators under maintenance...i bai ka oredi..still need to walk down the damn staircase??cant b..lucky there's a lift..thanks SMRT for building the lift there..other than helping the old n ppl with bulky luggages..it alsol help bai kas like me..haha..

din wanted to go out initially..but wanna get my ankle fixed..so went to the sinseh at tiong bahru...far..i know..but i tot is was my old sinseh from ginza plaza...cos ginza plaza is being torn down..so need to b relocated...the clinic did sms his customers abt the new address but i lost it..after my sis told me abt it..i tot it is the same 1..as i called to verified...the sinseh said' ya...from ginza 1'..end up i went there..wrong clinic..

that sinseh only rub ointment on my ankle then done..nothing much was done..within 10mins..done...with a bottle of ointment...$26...haiz..still feel the same..ankle still pain...unlike my old sinseh..skilled..after his treatment i can walk better...2-3days can fly oredi...nw this 1..made me feel like i should haf used the doc's painkillers and save tat $26..either tat or i try other means n ways to find where my trusted old sinseh is..haiz...wasted...

Only gotten 1 day mc..gotta work tml...need to climb stairs..up n down...haiz..hope it wun get worse..better recover soon..then i will b able to work properly in Exxonmobil...then still need to go out..relax...hasnt been out 4 a long time...drink..ktv.swimming..etc...hmmmm...nw only can stay at home...shake leg...lift my ankle high high..to prevent swelling...haiz....

First post of the year!!!

2008-02-17T13:33:00.002+08:00

After so long..finally start blogging again..din really haf the mood 2 blog for the past mths...lazy...dunno wat to write..as usual....haha..

Finally shifted to a new company..Asahi Kasei Plastics (s) Pte Ltd....a japanese company doing plastics processing and i am a process technician there..quite an relax environment..and lots of initiative is required to learn n move up that ladder...v gd training ground cos all the seniors are always there to teach n guide us...v hard to find such gd colleagues nwadays u know...hah..training completed 2wks ago...during the CNY wk..and finally took the test..not and easy test though..during the training..everything seems so easy...but the test is totally another story..comparing to the lab test tat i took b4 going for the process trainig..it is really a great difference..lab test is so simple..as long as u know how to do the sample testing, know wat u're testing for, then everything is juz fine....processing test?headache..linking all the tanks with pumps valves and pipelines arent as simple as it seems..gotta know wat is going on is the tank as well..nt to 4get wat is added into the tank..wat is the source of tat chemical added...where does it goes next..hmm...head big oredi...

Anyway the test is oredi over...borderline passing..really lucky..almost failed the test..haha...need to brush up on my knowledge and also the drawing of the plant layout...tedious..but if i can master it...gonna help me a lot and will really b a great satisfaction to be able to do tat..starting shift this coming monday..which is tml...night shift..wonder how is it like...well..shall find out tml then..

hmmm..been trying to find a gf..as usual...since 2yrs ago...haben found anyone who attracts me n makes me willing to do anything within my abilities to make her happy and loved...finally found 1...not tat she is tat special...juz a normal gal..makes me feel comfortable being with her..nt sure if she is comfortable with me too...hope she is too...not anywhere near to hold her hands yet...well..let's see how things goes from here ba..

Seems like she has many things in her mind that she needs time to sort them out...really hope i can help her share her troubles...it's not gonna be easy..but it's worth it to see her happy n cheerful again..though she is always smiling n laughing at my craps when we chat or out 2gether, but it may all be only on the exterior...hope i can make her smile in the interior too..she is a strong gal..but mayb she need some help to get things going???

Wish my luck?

oooo..so long no blog oredi..haha..

2007-12-09T16:42:00.000+08:00

hmmm..it's been 2mths since i last blogged...no feeling no ideas of wat to write so left it there hanging..haha..think no one wanna come oredi..haha..always see nothing new when they visit my blog..hahh..

Well..a lot has happened during these couple of mths...dunno where to start...let me see...think i'll start with my job ba..hehe...juz blogged tat i haf changed my job from a waiter to a surveyor...nw...changing again...hahah..do i look like a job hopper??hehe..no choice..need to find a job with more fixed timing so that i can plan my schedules more easily...hmmm...so nw i am going to Asahi Kasei Plastics as a process techician...juz nice...on tat day when i confirmed my starting date at Asahi and tendered from my current company, Exxonmobil replied my application as an operation technician..asking me to go for their Aptitude Test...sianz rite???nw like stuck..dunno how....haha..

I applied for Exxonmobil b4 Asahi and Exxon stated that they will require us to gif them 2-3wks time to reply our applications...i waited for 3wks plus...no reply so i take it as i am not selected...so went for Asahi..which i was acceptedon the day of interview...most prob is my fren who helped me...she's my neighbour and also working at Asahi..so mayb tat helped a bit...but Exxon is a bigger company...better offer...so i decided to go 4 the Aptitude test still...if i got into Exxon...Asahi cant say anything..Exxon is bigger and offers better benefits and pay...haha..kinda look bad lah...but..no choice...we're working for money..whoever offers better we go...hehe...but Exxon is v stressful lah...cant afford to make any mistakes cos it'll cost millions..hehhe..i'll live up to tat challenge...

next....i lost my phone last mth...argh.....my N73...still has a trade-in value of @ least $350..dropped in the cab..haiz..no choice..lost 350..then muz top up another 368 for a new phone...got my sim replaced n bought K810i at 368...should b 268 but i din complete 20mths of my contract so need to add 100 more..haiz...pok oredi....haha..but ok lah..this phone quite nice...hehe..only thing bad abt it is hard to connect my com to it thru bluetooth...so once connected muz quickly sync n transfer watever files i wan b4 it disconnected again..the usb cable also like quite useless lehz..connected to my phone liaoz but the pc suite cant detect it...wtf...haiz...but ok lah..lucky i got bluetooth...hehe...

other than tat..my printer also gone case....think is partly my fault lah...was checking the ink in my printer..cos the com indicated tat still haf half a catridge of ink but printed out blank..opened the printer to check..but can see anything wrong..so when i was closing it back..i broke the sensor...then end up the printer remains in the state of opened cover..cant print at all...no choice...went to buy a new 1..spent 148..getting an Epson printer cum scanner cum copier..for a few free gifts..photo album...diary..and a card tat i can get makan at discounted price i think..haha..

next..my specs gone case also..haha..the lenses oredi cracked at the screw area...been like tat 4 quite a while...oredi tot of changing but no time to do tat until 2days ago..it juz gave way..hhaha..sianz..then went to my fren's dad's shop at boon lay to make new ones...spent another 260...haiz...heavy mth man..pocket big hole oredi..hmmm..still got 2wks plus b4 pay day..hope can last till then...hmm..still has many things i wanna get..see my wish list??yah..tat many...high end stuffs tat need lots of money...haha...

If i managed to get into Exxon..things should get better..hehe...

Moving out finally..

2007-10-01T17:57:00.000+08:00

finally starting to move out to work from the usual offshore island tat i always work at though there are many more other places tat i can work at in SGS..though working at Tankstore is relaxed..with beds..shower facilities..almost like home cos can get anything i need (except makan cos no canteen)..but everyday facing the same senior also sian..if he is frenly i dun mind..but he got mood prob de lehz..gd mood then nicely tok n teach u things..bad mood will raise his voice even when u ask him the simplest qns...sian rite?got shouted at by him a few times oredi..haiz..lucky my temper is better nw..if it's the me last time..sure quarrel with him 1..and will be a disadvantage for me since i am juz a junior...the company has plenty..might get myself terminated in the end..so i chose to ignore..

Was a Caltex Penjuru last nite..1st time there so a bit lost..feel weird also as we're sharing the place with the main staff of Caltex..kinda been a hindrance to them..haha..the place was not v gd to work at..roads are not well maintained..and the path to the jetties are narrow..some are wide though...i haf prob cycling on those paths loh..those wide ones are still ok lehz..when come to the narrow ones..was afraid to knock into the sides and fall into the sea..haha..so was holding tightly on the bike's handles..my hand almost cramp..hahha..mayb after a few practise will be fine ba..used to haf no prob with narrow paths..too long din cycle oredi lah..hmmm...

Juz received a call from my senior to go jurong island tml..the ship is in but no timing for her berth..so..wait loh..most likely is tml lah..wait 4 the call..hehe..this senior is better..more frenly...haha..but still gotta be careful..too many back-stabbers in the company liaoz..u never know who is ur fren or foe...exciting rite??hahha..muz keep myself safe at all times...uuhhoooo!!!!challenging job..haha..

fInaLlY!!jOb in JuRonG iSlanD..haa...

2007-09-08T18:48:00.001+08:00

hehe..finally got the chance to step into Jurong iSland for work oredi...been running ard a few places bUt still nO chance to go into Jurong island...Went in yesterday morning to take my Safety Induction Course (SIC) at Semcorp Utilities & Terminal (SUT)in jurong iSLand in the morning at ard 10am..b4 joining my seniors at the berth for work...

getting into jurOng island is always a hassle especially when u do nOt haf a personal transport..took a bus to the checkpoint n called my fren to see if he is free to come to the check point to bring me in since he is oredi inside..but unfortunately he was busy..cant blame him anyway..work come 1st...haha..so i had no choice but to call a cab to bring me in..(wat to do??no cab wanna go in)reached SUT juz on time (lucky me..hehe)and went in for the course..kinda cork up..i mean the trainers..my supervisor had submitted my name to them on tues n they still did nOt haf my name in their list..but nevertheless i still attended it..after abt 5-10mins into the course..i realised tat it has no diff from the SOC i went earlier last month...only slight differences.but nO big deal..haha..lack of sleep and wanted to juz close my eyes n heck care the whole thing..but i was sitting in the 1st row...cos my back is too big..only the front row has space 4 me..hahah...nvm..only took abt 45mins b4 it ended...

Then comes the test...funny thing is tat the qns paper is projected on the screen..and the trainer was reading it word by word to us..explaining each option (MCQ qns) to us..the more he explained..the more obvious is the ans..hah...dun care him lah..i juz ans the qns...way b4 he finish..haha..

after the course..i walked all the way to the berth to meet my senior...nothing much to do there as most of the things are oredi done...juz hang ard and relax...hehe..left the place at ard 9pm and went home..rest 4 a while and went out again at 11pm..back to SUT again as another ship is coming in...another fast job..all samples necessary are collected and it started to rain...sianz...cos rain means cant take samples and some samples are needed to b taken from the ship..so waited for the rain to stop...by then.it is oredi 4am...haha..did all our stuffs and then..rest..my senior is going back.he's tired..4days din sleep much..he said might need to come back later..so i decided to stay on the ship to save transportation expenses...slept on the ship..enjoyed the breakfast and lunch..b4 he came to wrap up the whole thing...ahah..finally over!!!!!

Now at home...resting and getting ready for tml..going into jurong island again..timing nOt confirm yet as details of tml's vessels are not in yet..hope nOt too early..wanna go out n meet my frens later...let me relax ba....haha...

1sT tRip to InDonEsIa

2007-09-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

hmmm..my 1st trip to indonesia was to a small town called TANJUNG BALAI..somewhere in nOrth Sumatra i think...haha...a famous place 4 'chicken'..many old man go there drink n stay in hotels with indecent service..as heard from my senior who was with me to go to Karimum Anchorage..a place where large ships anchor to transfer cargo to smaller ships to bring to port as they are too big to enter the ports..but of cos i am there with my senior to take samples of chemical cargoes b4 they are transferred to other ships to be transported to the buyers loh..

was an exciting trip lehz..totaly lost when i reached balai..1st time there..all speak malay...n i know only v v v v v v little malay loh..dunno wat they toking..some more my senior also malay...he's at home there lah..all ah bang ah dey there..i alone hang around there loh...after a short while..need to board a bumboat to go to the vessels..but low tide so need to use sampan to go to the bumboat..1st time sit sampan..dunno how to board it..1st step into the sampan almost cause it to capsize..lucky all of us (only 3 lah..me, my senior n the boatman) steady..know how to balance the sampan then all save..if not all of us will become 'drop soup chicken'ahaha..waited a while b4 we started a 1hr boat ride to the vessels..

Time to get busy..writing labels....custody certs for the samples etc..after tat relak till pretty late in the nite b4 i start taking samples...the sea breeze was cooling plus strong waves..rocky ride all the way..especially during the nite...though the nite is v cooling..but i still perspire like hell..crawling all over the pipings n ladders to collect my samples..all funny samples tat i never seen b4...but some of them smell v familiar...some smell like thinner...some smell like superglue...haha...scary....running ard the whole nite...think my muscles are roughen up quite a bit...climbing up n down..finally at 3am..rest time...sleep a short while..din really sleep actually..at least got rest lah..then wake up to do other stuffs again...the whole thing ended at ard 10am this morning ba...then rush back to balai to take the ferry back..tired n sleepy but cant sleep on the ferry lehz..sianz..

once i reach singapore..rushed home..shower..then go back office to make my claims 4 the ferry fares etc...then shortly after..tot can rest 4 a while..but shortly after tat got a phone call...going to offshore island tml.....hmm...money money money..come to me..hahaa...wat time going still dunno...need to wait 4 senior to call..hmmm...tired....

oooo..tired..but fun.

2007-08-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

Wah!!tired sia...though 2day is my rest day...so is tml..cos tml on standby..wait 4 calls 4 jobs...haha...like star team lehz..call come then need to fly off liaoz..keke...need my stuffs readily packed in case of short notices..

Juz got my 1st job yesterday...kinda interesting...things tat i need to prepare once i reach the terminal..all the labels..bottles for samples..wat samples to take from which tank..ooooo....so long din take boat oredi..a bit scared scared...a 15mins boat ride to a off shore island 4 my jobs..lucky i never haf any seasickness if not sia suay lehz..haha..

B4 meeting my seniors at 3pm at the office...got to the office early in the morning to get my form for my jurong island pass...tot will haf a long queue..but din see many ppl there..heng...fast fast make fast fast go home...the lady who make the pass is niao loh...need photos 4 the pass mah..then i brought my own...pass to her..she say "dun need..we got DIGITAL CAMERA...use ours take v fast ready.."still muz emphasize the digital cam lehz..kaoz..i also haf..big meh??Haha..after tat go home rest eat a bit then leave my house to meet my seniors at 3pm at office..

reached the offshore island at abt 5pm..after prep is abt 530pm..then sit there relax to wait 4 the ship to come b4 we can board n take samples..b4 tat...take some samples from the shore tanks 1st...then waited n waited n waited...is a long wait loh...only till 1030pm then we can board the ship...y??simple..the ship v big..need small pilot boards to guide the ship in and the pilot boats was late!!!!was looking at the time..the last boat was like at 11pm loh..need to take abt 20 samples...big bots n small bots..total 40!!!where got time???but my seniors say dun need to worry..cos the other side @ mainland..there will b ppl to call boats in if we cant make it 4 the last boat...

din expect the samples to be tat heavy loh...carrying a total of 40 bots is oredi heavy..with the help of the seniors too of cos..cycling to the berth is hard..afraid tat the bottles will break..cos all are glass bottles...but finally made it there..climbing up n down the ladders to reach the deck of the ship..got a try at drawing samples from the shiptanks...oooo..the weight is amazing...more heavy than water....drawing the bottles up need some strength...gd chance to train 4 my ippt...haaha..finished taking the samples at abt 12midnight..

after taking the samples..transporting back to the office is another challenge to me..cos nOt use to carrying heavy loads behind me..the box behind me shaking..haa..the bike also lah..not use to it..normally my bike's handle is those straight ones..mountain bike mah..then the ones at the island is those curved ones..like those old ah pek kind 1 lah...hard to balance..plus my legs long will knock the handle..so got prob cycling..but after a few tries finally got the hang of it..safely transported the samples back to the office..then it's time to label them..

At first tot can slowly label..who knows?seniors all came back say need to rush cos thee cartered boat arrived oredi..wa..then faster label...pack up..change...then rush to the jetty..wah..the bottles..heavy..like carrying 2 big bags of rice in 1 hand..haha..finally got back to mainland at 1230am...sent the samples to the lab then go home sleep...but hungry lah..at the island no canteen..so no dinner..waited so long 4 the ship...ha..got home..showered..change then go downstairs to grab a bite b4 getting some sleep b4 waking up 4 course this morning...tired...

Training Ended Finally...!!!!

2007-08-25T15:04:00.000+08:00

oHHhh yEAhhhh!!!the training as a chemical surveyor of SGS is finally over...all our performance and results has been evaluated...lucky for myself n all of my fellow trainees..we all got pretty gd results during this training period...haha...and from now on i'll be going to the terminals for my assignments...nOt jurong island yet as our pass to enter jurong island is still not ready as of now...so should b going to places on mainland Singapore or mayb out at sea...

Our last day of training is really slack...only practise on the calculations n nothing else...chat with the trainer...breaks every now n then...and heard some bad news...is tat some of us might b starting on the very day..meaning after our training officially ended..we will start going to the terminals straight...was thinking of slacking over the wkends b4 chionging and this news sadden me a little...and out of the 6 of us..only 1 kena...n the other 3..excluding me n another trainee..should b getting calls on sat...y myself n the other trainee is excluded?cos we're chemical surveyors...our boss not ard till mon so we only report to company on mon to get our instructions while the other 4 is petroleum.. and their boss is ard n needed help..if my boss also ard i think i also kena...hah.a..

Now can rest faster rest loh..if not really busy like hell..need to bring passport everyday cos there's always possibilities of going on board ship and passport is needed together with change of clothings etc..so need to bring lots of things...big bag needed..anyone has 1 to spare?those outdoor camping backpacks preferred...haha...

fLyiNg coLourSS!!!!pRouD....haha

2007-08-23T17:02:00.000+08:00

hahaa...juz finished my OPSOC.hehe...did my company proud with a group of my fellow trainees.hehe..the whole lessons we sleep..tok cock..slack..but come to test..we finished 1st..a 15mins test completed in 5mins..hahaha....and at the end of the test..we got praised...we complete so fast n got the highest points amongst the rest...all of us from SGS passed with flying colours!!!!100% scored..haha...

at the end of the course we called our trainer at SGS n played him out.hhah..told him tat some of us failed...but he also not dumb.he know our standards and is confident tat he taught well..so plan failed...hehe.tml shall be the last day of my training phase...gonna start at the terminal next wk..i hope...wkends wanna relax lah...stressed by the calculations tat i need to do..hahah.need time to cool down b4 i chiong again...hehe...

headache!!!!!

2007-08-22T19:15:00.000+08:00

wah...headache ah...not the sick kind lah...but is due to work...so many calculations....numbers are always my weakness...hated them during school days...but now i haf to touch them again..arghhhh!!!..though i started to like them near my O levels and did slightly better during my poly days..but nw...after neglecting them for so long..they're so far away from me nw..sad...

At 1st was fun...but nw as more n more came into the picture..i get more n more stress..think i had a few more white hairs oredi..haha..after my reservist in oct..i'm gonna dye again...thinking of wat will b a nice colour to haf..haha...always dyed brown...maroon...dark red..etc..but all look abt the same...brown...hhaha...sianz...

Going for my OPSOC tml..a safety orientation course...need to wake up early tml again..a long way to the place...late then cant take liaoz...compulsory 4 my work..so cant b late....argh!!!haiz...day work is always like tat ba...need getting use to...hehe...

hope can get thru ba..dunno how it is like but gonna try my best...keke..

wOrk sTaRts..

2007-08-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm...finally started work at my new company SGS...as a chemical surveyor..nothing much to share at this moment of time as it is still my training period as of nw...ending next wk on 24th Aug 2007...after which i will b assigned to various chemical terminals at jurong island or out at sea for my surveying jobs...

do not get me wrong..surveyor is not those standing ard at mrt stations asking ppl for opinions with a questionaire, which most ppl detests..haaha..i'm not going to do those jobs...mine is a profession..very technical...taking samples n doing tests on chemical cargoes, tat r bought by ppl, to test for purity...contaminants....or whether it meets buyers/sellers specifications..pretty complicating and tiring..but will all pay off in time as i gain exp and skills in my area of scope during my work...monetary returns is of cos available and also more job openings, whether is within the company or outside of it in this industry will b waiting 4 me to grab the opportunities that are made available by them as long as i do my part well enough and show my capabilities..working towards a stable income which of cos will b sufficient 4 me to save for my car...my future house..leisure and many more...still far from it though but it will all come..hehe

Main worry now is...no gf...how to find with my current work timings....if i am able to find 1..will she accept my workng hrs?a very big qns mark there till i finally come to it...now in my training phase..timings are rather fixed...working hrs..at the main office...wkends free to do wat i wan..when it really started...will depend mainly on my scheduler..see wat schedule he plans 4 me..when are my standby days...when will b my working days etc...pray tat all will b fine...busy enough to earn my earnings...n well enough for my personal life...well.we'll see how things goes then..hehe..

will update u guys further when i start my actual assignments and when i haf the free time...stay tuned for it..haha..

new joB!!!..haaha

2007-08-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..really been a long time since i last blogged..haha..even my tagboard is being terminated..hahaaha..no updates..no one visit..no one tag..then there it is..gone...haha..

Hmmm..finally left the forsaken place tat i used to work at...tat dreaded ktv at japanese garden will b part of my work history and will never be removed...been working there for 11months n finally ended my term there on the 15th of July 2007..reason for leaving??think gotta refer back to my previous few entries ba...in a nutshell..juz hate the management ba..hehe..lucky tat during my working life there, i met some great customers who haf become my frens...they intro me a few job openings..finally got employed by a company called SGS, Société Générale de Surveillance...chim rite??haha..

It's a company tat does projects in the field of chemical, oil and gas. Main focus: testing, verification and certification. Gonna start working there on 13th aug..1st 2wks of training and after tat i'll commence my no life work..haha..y no life?cos i'll b 24hr standby 4 assignments...always will haf de lah...but then cos the working hrs not fixed..so a bit hard lah..wanna find gf also a challenge..haha..

single is gd...can do watever i wan...but then..lonely sometimes...sianz...how lehz???if find also muz find 1 busy also 1..hah..if not she'll b lonely cos i am busy most of the time...both busy then see who free on which day n arrange tat day come out?mayb tat will work..hehe..haben start work so wun know how it is really like..mayb after i got used to it...stable liaoz then see how ba..wanna finish my license too..stopped too long oredi..even my adv theory also exp liaoz..need to retake then start taking prac lessons then test..hmmm..really muz find time liaoz..

How??can someone help me??????hhaaa..

hohoho...time to change job..

2007-05-30T06:16:00.000+08:00

Ooo...been working at the KTV for so long...abt 9mths liaoz..hmmm..initially was only thinking of only working for abt 3-6mths then run..but without knowing..i ended up working for so long..haha..

Finally, after trying for so long and got a reply from a chemical processing company (Mitsui Chemicals) situated in Jurong Island...oooo..the dog dun shit bird dun lay eggs place...tat's wat many ppl tot lah...but then..after going there..realised tat it is not the case...it is pretty much like the mainland..trees everywhere..roads with street names etc..but getting into it is pretty troublesome lah..if u're not a staff there, need to change pass etc..if the company u are visiting did not send in ur details properly then u cannot enter due to security reasons lah...Got fire station lah...army guys patrolling and guarding the place..auxillary police checking here n there..(got pretty policewomen leh...hahah..)

Well..went in this morning for interview..(round2)..tat's y i know how it is like in JI lah..haha.hope everything goes well...then can start working there..pay higher than working in mainland's similar field companies...though getting there is troublesome, but once i am the staff there..got company transport sending me to work..pick up point is also very neara my place some more..in other words...going to n fro from work is free..hah..can safe on transport..working 12hrs shift...but gd thing is work 2days off 2days...pretty gd bargain..haha...blue collar job though..gonna be tough..so...next time you ppl see me dark dark..dun b surprised..cos need to work under the sun..my post as a process technician is very much a individual working position..though there's a team tat i work in..but still i need to work independently..need to learn fast so tat i can work properly and lessen the burden of my superiors loh..

Still haben gotten my license yet...my adv theory gonna expire soon..muz faster apply PDL n book test date liaoz..if not need to waste time retake adv theory..hmm..need to call instructor to learn prac loh...with my working hrs..should not b a prob lah..hehe...then if everything goes well...i can get car within a yr loh..provided i got my license..hehe..

Wish me luck guys...hahaha....

stress

2006-11-06T09:09:00.000+08:00

stress stress...why lehz??haiz..work loh...tat ktv i work in...cannot make it ah..though can gif me gd income (through personal tips and also twice a week tip box collection and pay)..but then..the management of the staff is no gd no gd...managers do not show gd examples to lower position staffs..made all of us so unhappy tat some of us went to complain to the boss..haha..hoping tat things might go better..but it seems like things got worse...more stringent rules are set.. (eg. late for work is deduction of 3days tip box become 7days tip box)ooo..how to survive..???watchful eyes are upon us now...cannot work in peace oredi..

The captain is the worse..bear grudges when he say he dun...biase when he say he din..complain up then he LL..need to go by the book liaoz..but then he is now out to catch little little tiny mistakes tat we make to nail us down...sad..these few days is our happiest days..cos tat captain is not ard mah..he went hong kong for holiday..so more relaxing and fun..when he comes back..boring again..argh...cannot talk when working..only can discuss abt work stuff..haiz..no more drinking with customers..if kena caught..off you go..kena pok liaoz..hmmm..lesser tips liaoz..drink with customers can get a lot of tips de lehz..now hard liaoz..haiz..

some fellow waitress also very jia lat 1..take tip liaoz dun say..diam diam..gek 1 'LJ' seh then gif u long face for nothings..know where customer generous will guard there dun let anyone else go near while totally ignoring other customers who are not as generous..how can do things like tat??haiz..made other ppl's life more hard loh..so hard to earn a living here now..think i'll be leaving there soon...my cafe stuff needs to get going man..boss life is waiting 4 me..cannot always see ppl's face colour de..time for other ppl to see my face colour liaoz..haha..

hmmm..jia lat..starting to wanna smoke liaoz..kaoz..juz tried 1 stick when i was in malaysia tat day..cos help fren buy cigarettes and cannot bring in new pac mah..so need to open n remove a stick..dun wanna waste it so i smoke loh...hmm..nothing special lah..juz got a smell in the mouth after tat loh..i'll eat a chewing gum after tat to remove the smell lah..now come back sg liaoz..keep got the feeling to take a stick from fren or even buy a pac 4 myself..jia lat..i haf to keep telling myself not to smoke...muz control liaoz..think only when i go malaysia then i smoke ba..set this rule then i will not smoke tat often..haha..seldom go in liaoz..cos dunno go in do wat..shop also nothing much to do..not driving so moving from place to place is very troublesome..careless foreigners will kena 'tok cai tao' by the cabby loh..haiz..idiot...i'm 1 of them loh..went in with fren by bus then wanna take cab to city square..at 1st the cabby say RM3..we so happy..so cheap only..then things of it..the journey so long..3bucks a bit too cheap liaoz..was hoping tat the cabby dun end up saying RM30...in the end really become RM30..kaoz..tat cabby still very guai lan loh..we haben change currency so ask him to stop in front a bit got money changer..he say cannot cos there cannot stop..end up ask me to use SGD..added up i think i paid a few bucks more than RM30 loh..kaoz..angry man..muz drive in lah..get license then rent car go in better..safer also..argh.....

but shopping in malaysia is still quite ok..things are cheaper..(in some places lah) then also can find things sg dun haf de..haha..great exp there man..thinking when can go in again..haha...

hUm sUp loW (durty old man)?????

2006-09-16T15:44:00.000+08:00

muhahahahaha...my title very interesting rite??haha..out of nowhere come out a hum sup low..hahha...hmmm..always was thinking tat singaporean guys are pretty much controlled in terms of the sexual aspect lehz..though i cannot deny tat guys in deed are very hum sup lah..aha..but never tot tat they will b to such extend..hmmmm...

How did i know abt such things??haha..remember i wrote in my previous entry abt my going to a ktv lounge to work as a waiter??hoping tat it is not long she hun zha place but still not a very ideal place to b in ba..a ktv pub tat can call gals 1..haaha...vietnam 1...china 1...even got sg de....but the sg de cannot make it 1..haha..everyday go there work though stand until leg aches..but still not tat bad lah..at least gif me some cash everyday..from the personal tips tat the patrons gif for my service to them..pouring drinks..clearing their ashtrays etc loh..nothing more than tat ah..dun xiang wai wai..haha...waiter n waitress all cannot b touched..haha..safe..

the place is packed with ppl everyday...guys mostly..sit in the rooms 4 a while..the mummy will come with a bunch of gals 4 them to pick then the chosen ones will sit with them loh..after tat the show starts..hahh..the gals touch touch here touch touch there...the guys also follow suit...hmmm..some will start stripping each other..hahah..kong bu loh..i had cultural shock during my 1st few days of work...cos never seen anything like it b4..but after a while..all are norm lah..haha..see until sianz wo..haha..

haiz..looking at those gals..cannot help it but to feel sorry for them..young gals like them..mostly in their teens.ard 17..think oldest also early 20s..mayb 21 like tat only..working in such environment..think some of them studying in sg ba..i heard from 1 of the china gals tat she is studying.but dunno is true anot..cos she oredi drunk and spouting nonsense.haha..haiz..still feel sad lah...wasted their future like tat..cant b helped also..all doing it for money...in sg's education system and mentality..also cannot imagine sg gals will also go into this line but in the end found 1 in the place i work.but like i said..she cannot make it 1..thin..ugly..cannot make it voice..wanna act lian but not lian..walk also very chor lor 1..haiz..but still got ppl pick her...mayb cos wanna try sg 'products' ba..hmm..cannot stand her..cannot stand straight even...a bit tuo bei kind loh..eeeeee..tok abt her makes me lose appetite..hahhah...

well..should b getting my tipbox money 2day ba..haha..hope is a gd amt..at least i know tat my effort in my work is not wasted..hehe..then i'll b a bit richer liaoz..hohoho..think if everything goes smoothly..can earn abt 2k a month ba..hahaha....yeah...wish me luck huh..hehe..but of cos i still muz make plans for my cafe..no matter wat muz make it come true...

need more work out lehz..

2006-08-30T16:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm...need to work out more man...juz went swimming a couple of days ago..ALONE!!!!!only swam abt 7laps...cannot take it liaoz..argh..arms n legz aching not..hmm..muz go again..aha..work out more..then slim down more..after that start training my muscles..ooooo...fit fit then nice..aaha...crap..

Been zo boing recently other than doing my cafe stuff n preparing for the grand opening..still no gd location yet..now though haf a couple of choices but no time to go see lehz..haiz..how lehz??hmmm..if location gd then steady liaoz..aha...nothing to worry abt oredi..hahahahahha...

Since i zo bo now..so blog a bit loh..then see wat else can i do..hmm..need more partners to b in the biz with me though..still got space..haha..anyone interested??call me huh..my phone 24/7 on de..keke...and also cos i got free time..so i intending to find some part time to do lah..can get some income also..if not going to eat grass liaoz..sianz lehz..cannot eat grass wo..now single...wanna find gf also hard..find liaoz also cannot xian if i eating grasss..haha..stress...

Lucky my gd old god sis sms me abt her workplace needing a waiter..gd..do b4..so can try try..hah..at a KTV lounge..hmm..wonder how it is like there..never go b4 1..hope is not long she hun za kind..if not jia lat.super stress...too long never carry tray liaoz..scared buay stable then spill on customer..then die..kena wack until green 1 piece purple 1 piece tat's it..keke..pay a bit lah..but tips seems a lot..keke..not tat bad..steady 1..later go interview loh..wish me luck ah.. Lord..gif me strength to go thru this..tough working hrs...7pm-3am..ooooohhhhoooooo..high oredi...keke..

gtg liaoz..catch with u guys soon ba..sad..nite time cannot msn liaoz..haha...will miss u guys 1...

where??where??where???

2006-08-10T11:37:00.000+08:00

hmmm...busy busy busy..been busy recently...busy with wat??busy with my cafe biz...all the planning n discussion with my partners are to tiring..seriously speaking..starting a biz is not easy..starting a biz with ur frens is even more not easy..why??so many ppl in a team= many ideas and many disputes..everyone has their own plans and thinking...it's so hard to come to a conclusion abt decisions that we need to make..but thankfully...things are still going on rather smoothly..only prob now is where is the location that we are going to take??? I have been asking a fren of mine to help me find a location..since she is in property....finding a location is not tat hard....well..she found a few for me.i think i need to get my team down with her to see the place b4 we can decide whether to take anot...when we decided..then haf to pay the rental n everything loh...even if we haf not started the biz..cos we're oredi the owner of the place..argh..stress..muz get the renovation all up also..hmm..nice n cosy cafe is on the way????team...we haf to look ard for more ideas for the cafe loh....

other than being busy with the cafe..hmm..i muz also watch wat i eat...argh..so many ppl is saying tat i look more n more chubby...sianz...exercise is a muz...so i played basketball..n...sad to say...sprained my ankle..argh....sianz..hated it loh..muz get a pair of proper bball shoes oredi..running shoes is not 4 tat..though i played with the same pair of shoes a few times n nothing happen..but this time...haiz..no way..2nd time i sprained my same ankle with the same shoes...the last time was playing badminton..like 2yrs back..hmmmm..pain..nvm.it has more or less recovered..mayb should go 4 swimming instead??less impact on the body n muscles..but is a full body workout...hmmm..mayb i should do tat yeah???haha..show my FATS time..haha..but i'll make my united kingdom into 6 colonies..keke...then i'll grow wings..giving myself a nice body shape..haha..effort is needed..so muz discipline myself lo...haiz..lazy me..well anyone wanna join me in swimming??keke..after the workout n relaz 1 corner n tok cock loh...not a bad idea rite??Haha...call me ba..then we can go 2gether...keke...

Bai Ka Recovering..keke

2006-08-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

Oh...finally after a wk.my bai ka recovering oredi..though is painful but still can walk properly..cannot run only..hmm..think i need to wait 4 another wk b4 i can go back to my bball games..

Aargh...careless me..stupid shoes..got my ankle sprained the 2nd time..the last time was when i was playing badminton..on turning..a loud crack sound was heard..n i am on the ground..holding my ankle...groaning in pain...this time..it is the similar thing..except that it is on the baskeball court instead..hmmm..muz b too tired oredi..legz no strength n not stable..then kena 1..haiz....think i need to get new bball shoes oredi man...if not kena again..my ankle can throw away liaoz..then i can say bye bye to my bball games liaoz..hmmm..

It's still swelling..but ok lah..not tat bad..was having an elephant feet during the 1st few days..then after abt 3-4days..it shrunk to pigs' trotter..then now.more or less normal lah..hah..jia you..recover soon..n can move ard better n freely loh..keke..

hmm..hasnt been blogging for a long long long time..so now also dunno wat to write liaoz..too many things to write..haha..nvm..shall end here then..keke....

New skin..yet again..haha..

2006-07-31T13:56:00.000+08:00

Haha..a new skin again..for the time being ba..sick of the old moon skin then wanna change it...but cannot find a gd 1 yet..or rather no time to find a nice 1..so use this 1 instead ba..haha..

Stay tuned for the final skin tat i will use this time..keke..

And also..i used chatterbox liaoz..tagboard always down.sianz...so changed to chatterbox..hope it is much better..haha..fill it up man...hate to see it empty..hahaha...see ya ard guys...

Hohohoho..Ken's back..hahahaha..

2006-07-31T01:28:00.000+08:00

Yo Folks..Ken back..haha..after abt a yr of not updating the blog..i have decided to come back again..haha..the music of my blog..hmm..sorry Wendy..use urs 4 the time being..trying to find a site to upload my songs then i'll change liaoz..haha..paiseh ah...

After such a long time of empty blog..i'm kinda lost lehz..dunno wat to write n where to start..haha..so many things has happened and so many things to write..hmm..i'll recall n update the next time ba..haha..

Frens..if u haf nice blog skins to share n a gd site where i can upload my songs.pls inform me..time to make some changes to my blog loh..keke..leave ur messages at my tag board..thanks..haa...

hohoho..new hair colour= new image??

2005-12-14T01:25:00.000+08:00

yeah..new hair colour lehz..hmm..always wanted to dye my hair..but then..no money..no chance..then last time tried DIY kind..those bought in the market then do de..but..no effect.cannot see..sian lehz..but now..after my dar dar make 4 me..with the dye she got some dunno where..4got liaoz..from japan de..quite ok lehz..at least can see..haha...but take pic liaoz dun seem to see clearly..suppose to b copper blonde..but cos my hair is black..so is brown lah..then my white hair will b blonde lah..haha..pattern lehz..haha...

initial coating..like no diff lehz..all the hair combed back then like very old shanghai tan hair style..haha..i look so old fashion..fat also lehz..sianz..

my dar like pro loh..haha..comb n apply the colour from section to section..making sure all areas of my hair are coloured..power rite??haha....the bleach smell really horrible..stinks man..pity my dar...*sayang her*..keke..

this is almost halfway thru liaoz.but then..look like the previous pic hor??Haa..i smiling liaoz..cos feel very shiok..keke..

the colour like red red maroon maroon 1..scared like the previous time..nothing come out.*cross my fingers*...let my dar do her job..she put a lot..then the dye like dripping down my neck de..keke..

oooo..this is almost ok liaoz..see my head..all red red 1..hmm..like kena chop by parang lehz..haha...see the culprit??keke..

at this stage where almost ok liaoz then she massage my head..then the colour will go into the hair..as stated in the instructions lah..see works anot..haha..

final product..dunno can see anot..haha..

before..compare??..

haha..like tat can see the diff not??cannot then got chance meet me then see loh..haa..b4 the colour fade ah..keke..next time got more money then do steady steady de..keke..reservist coming..cannot afford to make too nice..if not very wasted 1..keke..

A TribuTe to a GreAt FreN..GARY...

2005-12-12T01:52:00.000+08:00

It had been a shocking news to me n till now i still cannot believe tat it happen fren..all i hop tat it is juz a dream n when i woke up..i can still see ur nick pop out from msn...*bing*..Gary is online..but all i can do now is to accept this fact tat it will not happen anymore..looking at ur nick..brings me sorrows n motivation too..the fighting spirit tat u always had will b remembered n boost me on in my route to set up my own biz in the mobile phone industry..life is short n unpredictable..never had tot tat it'll happen the way it did..

though i did not know u tat long but then news of ur parting still hit me hard..recalling those days where we play bball at the bball court at ur house downstairs..those fun moments at ur house where we play mahjong n gossip..still lingers in my mind...always missing those moments n always hoping tat the chance to do them again will come soon..but now..i can only continue to miss them..n keep those memories safely in my memories..

You haf made me realise how vulnerable life is n i should really cherish wat i haf now n fight on to get wat i wan to achieve in the future..i believe u'll still watch over us all n help us in watever way u can like u always do..guiding us into the rite direction n achieve wat we're out to fight for...

Regretted receiving the news late n not being able to visit u at the hospital..May u carry on ur walk in the other world, happily n continue to fight on the way u did when u're still ard..u haf been a great fren to me n you'll always be in my memories..

Life is so hard....but Challenging..

2005-11-15T19:37:00.000+08:00

ooo...haben been blogging 3 so long..wah..lost count of how long haben blog liaoz..but my account stated last update is 1st Nov..hmm..half month never blog liaoz..aha..sianz lehz..Life is so hard..surviving in the outside world is never easy n full of obstacles n challenges..

Finally starting helping my fren in his handphone thingy..but since his shop still cannot find a suitable location, i'll temporary be his helper in collecting phones from the shops 4 exporting..there are indonesian bosses who wanted those phones so i'll helping them collect..but..time is not the same anymore..being an exporter in the past is so profitable as the prices of the secondhand phones are more promising n more attractive. the shop owners are always willing to release the phones to the exporters..there is no need for exporters to go ard asking as they'll call u themselves to tell u that they haf phones to release..if the price is ok they'll let u haf it..easy as ABC...earnings are fast..now??haiz..i walked ard so many places..all dun wanna release saying my pricing is too low..at 1st tot is only a few shops..but in the end..all the shops tat i went to all say the same time..sianz..called my fren to inform him abt it..he say he'll check out with the bosses again n get a new pricing..meanwhile..i still help him find his shop space..currently he wanna get a space in Toa Payoh tat side..a gathering place of mobile phone dealers..if he get tat location, it'll be challenging as the competition there is pretty high.hmmm..

Currently, my income is still zero..travelling ard is a hassle..transport fee is so high tat i really hate travelling n always has to think twice n even thrice b4 going anywhere to avoid unnecessary travels..better get income fast..hmm.

i am also thinking of setting up my own..register a name with ROC then after tat can start my own shop online..then get stock from my fren..hahha..also can earn..but muz get my reputation up also...need some advertising those..hmm..muz crack my head again..more n more white hair coming out liaoz..argh...think my head is going to break into pieces soon..hahaha..wish me luck man..

so far i'm only taking in secondhand phones for my fren..not selling yet..but can still find me to ask abt phones tat u are interested in loh..secondhand ones 1st ba..if i happen to haf some onhand can let u haf them..those of u who wanna sell ur phones also can find me oh..will try to gif u all a gd price according to the condition of the phone..keke..thanx wo..ur support will b greatly appreciated..keke..CHEERS..

headache ahh!!!!!

2005-11-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

wah...long long time never update my blog liaoz..ahaha.. so many ppl keep asking me why i din update my blog..so paiseh..keke..but seriously speaking..really dunno wat i should write lehz..hmmm..

now really headache liaoz..think many ppl will say serve me rite liaoz..shouldnt haf quit my job b4 my fren's mobile phone shop is confirmed and started to operate..now his shop not open then i no job..getting broke liaoz..eh..wrong..is oredi broke..go out also muz think twice..thrice..many many times..then can go out..cos no income..bus fare..makan all got prob..dun dare to spend extra money unnecessarily..haiz..now wann apply job so hard..plus my poly result like shit wo.haiz..hmmm.

that time my previous employer called me to go back help..cos need help n cannot find other ppl..though there are ppl coming in for interview but still need time to train..since i oredi know wat to do liaoz then can start immediately liaoz..due to the fact that i haf to be under the the job agency again n taking the smae amt of pay which is like peanuts..then i rejected the offer..mayb i should haf went back?hmm..juz feeling paiseh to go back..when i was leaving, many of my colleagues asked me to stay but i rejected..telling them that there are better prospects outside than staying..now i go back..it'll be like i made a wrong choice..in future when i really leave the company to help my fren..i think the confidence they haf in me will not be as high liaoz..then when i sak them to buy phone from me will not be that easy liaoz..cos the trust is not tat strong liaoz..hmm...headache..

still waiting for the price list from my fren to let me go collect my 2ndhand phones...though oredi got a bit of capital..but that fren of mine that agree to lend me the money still haf not confirm..so quite stressed too..scared later the list come liaoz then no money to collect...then my fren scold me..gone..both side stuck..had asked a few frens for help in terms of the capital but most of them cannot spare..some adviced me to find a job then save my capital from there..but then..hmm..it'll take a long time..how lehz??head bigger than a football liaoz lehz..wat can i do?????hoping that some frens outside can help me in terms of this area..this time...this thing tat i wanna start can be said as a sure work 1..when i earn back the money...definitely will return..with interest also can lehz..but then...now talk so much also no point loh..muz find my startup capital 1st..wish me luck ba..keke...

oh yah..applied for a post in CPF Board lehz..also customer service de..haha..totally not related to wat i studied in poly..but who cares..customer service can let me learn a lot of things..improve my interpersonal skills and also train my patience n temper..gd lehz..applying to be their customer service officer and also their executive officer..pay should be quite gd ba..close to 2K i think...my sis also inside..haha..dunno wat can still ask her..keke..benefits should b quite gd also ba..only thing interesting is that i'll cotribute more CPF loh.last time i heard from my sis is extra 1% ba..like not a lot hor??Hahha..but long term wise..quite a lot lehz..keke..dunno can considered as civil servant anot hor??HAhaaha..working for govt lehz..hahaha..but fat hope loh...if considered as civl servant will haf more benefits n also more pay i think..like those teachers loh..keke..dunno lah...see how loh...apply liaoz then waiting for reply..my sis say wait 4 a month...long lehz...so many bills to pay..my sis tat time only waited 4 2wks...think her results better then more cute??Hahaha..sianz...help me man...muz pray hard hard hard hard liaoz...arghhhhh......

everyday she nag n nag n nag n nag..ask me y never go work..ask me got go find work anot....then say serve me rite....never think properly then quit my job..wah..nag until i can recite wat she say liaoz..hahaha..yes...i know she meant wel..but....hear too many times also boring...not tat i dunno wat i should do lehz..is really a bit challenging in times like now loh...she dun seem to understand..think she might be very auntie like soon..hahaha..nag like my mum...only 27..naging like those 40+ yrs old auntie liaoz..hahaa..*bleahz*..dun care..hahha...do wat i muz do can liaoz..keke..

NeW UpdAtes...

2005-10-13T10:07:00.000+08:00

ooohhh...after a couple of weeks of rest..hmmm..getting bored..haha..still prefer to work lah..but of cos not back to my former workplace..remember that in the previous post i mentioned that i helping my gd buddy in his shop??hmm..now having some prob loh...his shop's rental having prob so need to find a new location so the shop not starting yet..haiz..so my income wun start till later...

so stress..so many bills to pay n so many expenses too..how lehz?my buddy gave me another way out liaoz.. he asked me to help him run outstation..oooo..shiok wo..help him collect 2ndhanded mobile phones from the shops outside then resale to him..haha..like tat i can earn more..hahaha..not bad lehz..very flexible 1..haha..but of cos muz be careful loh..if not later kena cheated by the shop owners..after all i'm a newbie..very easy get cheated 1..so muz learn more from my fren..how to check which phone is gd to take which is not and of cos how to check 4 defects..i only know a bit..not much also..muz explore by myself..stress lehz..haha..

nvm lah..plan my route properly..then if everything goes well..mayb i can open my own shop too..haha..then mayb go online.set up a internet shop..as for that, i'll need the help of my fren liaoz..ask her help me set up a webbie.haha..then all transactions can go thru there...so that i can maintain my biz...keke..mobile phone industry is so interesting..but also very stress..had been stressed 4 a few days oredi..dunno how much more white hair i haf oredi..hahaha...old man loh..*cough cough*..keke..

wish me luck ppl..hmmm...i'll need a lot of support man..now wann look 4 some capital 1st...see ya guys..CHEERS!!!!

a change in my life??

2005-09-22T11:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm..so long never block liaoz wo..got miss me anot?haha..hmm..really got nothing much to blog lehz..sianz rite??hahaha..not come here write a bit loh..keke..finally got something to write liaoz..but dun think got much lah..

hmmm..there should b a change in my life ba..not in terms of BGR lah..haha..or mayb there will be??see how ba..let nature take its course..juz changed line..gonna go into mobile phone industry..helping a gd buddy of mine to run his mobile phone shop which he is going to start up in OCT..i'm a super newbie loh..so ah..gonna learn the ropes from him loh..faster learn then fster let me handle tat shop.in future when this 1st 1 stable liaoz..he'll open more outlets n i'll be the head of the outlets..hahaha..boss boss liaoz..then both of us aiming to get car oredi..he'll get his Lancer Sports..n 4 me..still pending..mayb get Evo..or same as him?hahha..

in future if anyone of u wanna buy new phone or sell 2ndhand phones (depending on value lah)..fren fren..can get u a gd price..then will gif 1..keke..got my contacts rite??then can call me anytime to ask loh..haha..home delivery also not a prob..keke

hmmm..everyone has seen commercial rite??the transition lenses..haha..juz got my transition lenses spec done..it cost S$200 wo..actually is 248 lah..then the salesperson ask me wat is my budget..i told him 200 then he really gif me 200..haha..my lenses only oredi 180 liao..then the frame is actually 128 1 lehz..but he charge me total 200..meaning the frame he only earn 20..hmm..mayb he oredi earn from the lenses liaoz lah..so dun mind not earning from the frame..haha..stylo wo..next time go out dun need to change to shades liaoz..mmy specs will change on its own..haha..

now i scared liaoz..maintenance of the specs i'll juz bring to the shop to do..dun dare do myself liaoz..later spoil again then heart pain ah..hahahhah..oooo..so high now..cant wait to collect my new specs..haha..next time u guys see me..will b a new me..hahaha..then mayb might see me driving??keke...CHEERS..!!!!

tHe NeW NatIOnAL LibRarY...

2005-08-30T13:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm..haf u ever been to the brand new National LIbrary??oooooohhhh....it's a nice place man..but a bit hard to find lah..haha..took me almost an hr to find the freaking place man...a great sight to see when u're at that area lehz..y??very simple..cos of the school there..our gd old SMU!!!it has practically occupied a large piece of land there loh..turn here...SMU..turn there..SMU..dun turn anywhere...also SMU..wah..scary...the buildings of the university is really everywhere loh...each fac 1 building....the 'good' thing is..the library also look similar to the SMU buildings loh..haha..i asked a lot of ppl there...mostly SMU students ba...all point here n point there..then walk until i wanna dehydrate liaoz..haha..the weather is so hot..perspiring..carrying a laptop...though not heavy..but after a while the weight can be felt liaoz loh..walk a big big big round...finally got it...haha..

oooooohhhhhh...the library was really tall...big...upon reaching there..the 1st thing i saw was...many primary sch students there...think the teacher bring them to take a look at the library ba..dunno the sch from where 1...the name never heard b4..ahah..cannot recall now also..went to the library with my xiao mei mei...she wanna look for things on architecture..cos she studying that module in uni mah..so go there find info loh..the library was so big that we dunno where to start..so we juz picked a storey n took the lift up started to find..this time the categories are more well organised..each level has a specific category..so if u know wat category ur info is at...u can juz go straight to the level to find..haha..the aircon is cooling...fully wireless..yeah..so while my mei mei look for her info..i an surfing the net on ther laptop..haha...ok lah..not much sites to visit also..everyday surf..surf until sianz liaoz..keke...the place is really quiet..everyone using the place has a very serious look on the face.."i am here to do serious work..not to play..." that was the kind of impression i got from them lah..keke..same as any other branches..no notes no bags allowed in the library.so at each level, there is a place with lockers for u to keep ur personal belongings..luckily the laptop can b brought in..if not..i sure get bored inside loh..haha..library is never a place for me man..

After my mei mei found her books...we packed n left...went to printing area to print out some pages from the book she found then of we go..play pool..haha..with my bunch of great frens..but at the end din really play lah..cos too crowded liaoz..so..off we went to the arcade n the rest of my frens joined in after they finished their game of pool..keke..happening day lehz...reached home rather late ba..cos send my mei mei home...a bit far..so took a while to reach home loh..ooooohhhh...muz remember how to go to the library the next time man..dun wanna waste time searching for it again..keke...yeah!!!1...

nEw pHonE!!!!YeaHH!!!

2005-08-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

ooohhhh..finally..after waiting so long..got my new phone liaoz..haha..my gd n dearest Nokia 6230i!!!!got it at S$520..but since i sold my Sony Ericsson T630 at S$130..so only got it at S$390 loh..not bad lah..keke..muz thank Robin for tat man..i kept bothering him..going after him to get it..after a month plus..finally got it...

Met him at Cineleisure to pass him money...since he helped me sell my T630 so oredi got $130 with him liaoz..so pass him another $190 loh..saw him with his gf, his gf's sister i think n 1 more gd fren of theirs..saw Mr Xiao Qian there also..with his wife..haha..Anyway..since the phone Robin din take with him n left in his car..so haf to wait till he finish eating then can go take from the car loh..so me n my gd old xiao mei mei go walk ard..play archade n also makan elsewhere loh..dun haf the mood to eat sushi..so went downstairs to the basement there try the jap food there..nto bad leh..quite nice wo..price also not very ex..hahha..mayb can try the other dishes on the menu...keke...power...

After makan also nowhere to go..then ended up in the arcade..while waiting for Robin so juz play loh..too long never play liaoz..so a bit rusty..haha..daytona need brushing up..to fighting ones still ok lah..anyhow wack also can win lah..haha..not bad though...then juz nice play finish Robin eat finish liaoz then met him to take the phone..oooo..it's WHITE!!!hah..nice nice..a lot of funny things inside the phone lah..useless 1..gonna remove them.then can put more things inside..my mp3s....photos..will take a lot..haha..1.3megapix lehz..how can waste??haha..only thing bad is no data transfer cable loh..think i'll go get a bluetooth adaptor loh..then can transfer things into my phone or sync my phone to the PC suite...so 4 the time being still need to depend on my sis liaoz..though a bit ma fan lah...hope she dun mind loh..haha...she so nice..should not b a prob ba..keke..

Really muz thank Robin for all the trouble..and of cos 1 more person..and that is Gilbert..who intro me that phone..helping my analyze which Nokia phone is better...yeah..best phone ever gotten..keke...muz maintain it nicely..see how long can i keep it in tip top condition ba...haha...

FinAllY..ReSt tIMe

2005-07-24T19:48:00.000+08:00

yeah..after a few days of lack of sleep finally get to sleep well...n sleep very long..haha..

had a long week man..was rather fine during the 1st half of the week then towards the end..my lag of slee start liaoz...thurs nite..10plus.. fren call me..play mahjong..haha..ended up playing the whole nite till MORNING!!!..6am..was only intending to play 2rounds..tat was ard 1plus..in the end..cos lost to much..wanna recoup my losses so continued to play..end up lose even more..jia lat..gan jiong liaoz...but at the last round..i chiong back..hoot until din lose tat much lah..if never hoot back..think i'll lose ard $30+ lehz..at the end only lost $14..ok lah..xiong ah..
expensive sch fees man..need to brush up my skills liaoz...ended up reaching home ard 615..slept at 630..woke up at 830am got work..high man..haha..went to work..seh...doze off a few times..haha..

then tat very nite..on fri..cos most of coy ppl going genting on sat morning..so all decided to stay in office play whole nite..play..lost a bit of money again..haiz..really no luck loh..hmmm..the nite b4 no sleep..now again..haha..high loh..when seeing the rest all board the bus to genting..feel so sad...hmm..i'll join them the next time..definitely...yeah..end up KO on the way back on the bus..too seh liaoz..ended up sleeping at 830 n woke up at 1pm..met wai ling..then go NDP preview..she got tix..haha..gd gd.

Wah..1st time go see the live NDP..shiok man..totally diff from watching on tv wo..haha..though a bit warm..juz b4 it started...started to drizzle..but lucky..not heavy...after a while it stopped..lucky..think back i still commented that the weather was gd n cooling..end up drizzle.haiz..next time dun say liaoz..the whole thing was pretty nice loh..the performance..haha..the most funny thing is the ppl acting the ministers..haha..so fake..the one who act PM Lee was so young..haha.n they really found an indian to act President Nathan..haha.we all see liaoz all laughed.haha..hm.the air display was shiok..the parachutist..great man...see until head stiff ah.h.ahah..then the airplanes..oh..F16s...chinook...SP...n the BIG GIGANTIC flag..power...the feelingis so shiok..should haf brought a camera man..if got viewcam best liaoz..haha...but dun haf..mayb next time i go i can bring along a camera to take down the pics..shiok ah..haha...gian dao liaoz..ahaa...

reached home at 1am..then slept at 2+am..sleep until 4pm then wake up..hahaha..so long never do tat liaoz..shiok ah..oh..tml work again...haiz..

VerY SeH + VeRy PisSed oFf = vErY VerY BaD dAy

2005-07-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

oohh..after a long long break from sports..finally gotta play again..though not very physical..but still 1 of my fav..badminton!!!shiok shiok..long time din play liaoz..somehow a bit rusty..

this time...playing at hougang..went to andrew's place play.ok lah..hougang..say far not far..say near also not very near lah..anyway singapore so small..can far until where??rite??went to NUS initially..met wai ling..since she also going home..then meet her go back 2gether..knock off time..so a lot of cars...jammed..haiz..meeting andrew they all at 730pm at hougang point...645pm i still in clementi.haha..cannot make it..after work...very seh...see wai ling sleep until so shiok..i also kena tempted..also koonzzzzz..haha..a bit only wake up liaoz lah..the bus too shaky..so...after a short short nap..still very seh..haiz..

finally reached hougang...8pm...high..super late liaoz.changed to my sports attire at the mrt gents..then grab a bite..*hungry*took bus service 325 to hougang point..tot can reach early..but then..got very pissed..kaoz...the bus..super slow loh..i think driving at the most 20-30kmph loh..kaoz..i think i cycle also faster than that driver...feel like going to the driver n tell him.."eh uncle...cannot drive tell me..i drive 4 u.."(but i no license lah..haha..) super pissed lehz..crawling.....slowly..downslope time..he let go of accelerator..let the bus roll down slowly..anyway is auto gear..so still moving..so ended up..reached at ard 830pm like tat..

ohh..finally play my badminton..haha..gd gd..vent my anger from the bus ride a bit..wack the shuttle hard..fly here n there..hahaa..but that's warm up lah..really started playing..cannot make it..lost the touch liaoz..keep missing..ppl smack i cannot hit..kaoz..needed more practise man..hmm..yeah..happy times dun last..the lights went off at 10pm..stop all activities..then went to mac 4 makan..stomach growling after work out..yeah..haha..shiok..

at ard 1030pm like tat..went to take bus back to hougang interchange..so took 112..with a few of other ppl in our group also live in the west 1..mingxing got off 1st..cos 112 got go pass his place..then the bus continue to move.oh..ok lah..slow..but still faster than the 325 i took..hahaa..realised that the rest of the group i met to play badminton also kena a crawling 325..haha..hmm..after a short while i think taking 112 is a wrong choice loh..it went 1 big big round..ended up at kovan...then those living in the west got off to take train..while i continued to hougang central to take my 51..now the 112 become snail liaoz.kaoz..at 1st still ok.after looping at kovan hub..crawlled back to hougang central..so afraid tat i'll miss my bus..once again..hoping to take over the driver's seat...haha..

but still there's more pissing off stuff man..took 51.normally very quiet 1.cos last bus liaoz..tot can sleep a bit..who knows..up came a group of aunties..wah lao..so late liaoz..still toking on top of their voices..i was toking on the phone.then cannot hear wat the person on the phone toking..so i turned ard 1 told 1 of them to lower their voice..cos i cannot hear..tat auntie i toked to juz nodded her head n did nothing while her frens continued to tok loudly..ohh.almost blew up..bo bian.shift to the front..the effect not tat loud lah..still ok..but still very frustrating..this time the bus also slower than norm..but still ok.acceptable..so the tot of taking over the driver changed..this time..i wanna stuff the mouth of the aunties with a tennis ball..kaoz..KBKB..haiz..cannot take it ah..but they so many ppl..i alone..cannot fight..so bo bian..endure..n finally..from redhill onwards..1 by 1 alighted..by the time the bus reached queenstown..oh..peace at last...happening ah??haha...stressed..hmmm

ok lah..end of my story..keke..wah..super long post..all my yuan yan all inside liaoz..haha..shu fu liaoz..ccooollll...keke..

ooohh...yet another new skin..haha

2005-07-17T00:11:00.000+08:00

ooohhoooo..this skin power rite???see oredi..feel ssooooo ggoooooodddd...hahaha..plus the music..soothing..gao lat...can sleep liaoz..haha..think is the best blogskin i haf so far liaoz..haaha

hmm..long long long time never blog liaoz..lost touch in here..so many ppl. come see i never blog also sianz liaoz..dun wan come anymore..sad..ahahha..dunno wat to write lehz..hmm..not much idea...been very slack lah..bad bad bad me...haben been doing the things i'm suppose to..though been chatting with many ppl..but still...not wat i am suppose to do..jia lat..

Now aiming BEM by 4th Sept..stress..still a long way to go....fight ah...income..running low..my car....my financial freedom....my status...all...pressure..jia you 4 ME!!!!and of cos all that is fighting too...

Genting flew away..

2005-07-04T12:25:00.000+08:00

hooo..so long never blog liaoz..think got half a month ba..aghha.dunno wat to write lehz..so din really write much lah..hhaha..hmm..now come here see see wat i can write..haha

hmmm...missed another incentive trip...was aiming to go genting..argh..an incentive set my my coy..whoever hit the requirements can go..free...ticket paid 4..five star hotel stay paid for..meals paid 4...go casino play got RM100 sponsored..3D2N trip..gone..haiz..din put in enough effort lah..haiz..all the way din fight 4 it..then now last last last min then worry n chiong..too late liaoz...

this is not the 1st time i mised incentive trip liaoz..haiz..the last time i missed it was last yr when the coy set to go jakarta..go to visit our another branch there...heard from those who went..wah..so much fun..five star hotel stay...every meal is buffet at five star restaurants..visited so many interesting place there..play until like mad..wah...wasted ah..hmm..then this time again like tat..haiz..so sad....the next 1 come muz fight liaoz..dunno when..cannot argh..

the next time i'll b fighting for is still my BAM..say so many times wanna fight for it..but still until now haben hit..so sad..hmm...buck up ah bro..dun hit now then when ah???hmmm..

a happening wk also..Boss gif tok..power sia..full house..no seats to sit..then i stand all the way..legs almost cramp ah...hahah..the tok..steady...so motivating...boosted us up..made so many of us realise who are we doing biz 4..y we muz fight so hard when we're still young.. to achieve success instead of always thinking of "relax lah...find a place sit down relac 1 corner then slack..tok cock.." which most of us are doing it rite now..come to think of it..so many ppl ard us..our parents..old oredi..they're still fighting hard in life..y are we still relaxing??hmm..even world riches person..Bill Gates.being so rich oredi..daily earnings is a life time's earning for most of us..is still working 14hrs a day..reading books everyday to improve himself..then who are we to relax n not improve ourselves to fight on for wat we wanna achieve lehz??very out hor??Hmm..singaporeans are juz having too gd a life that they never tot of working hard for themselves ba..hmmmm..so sad to see tat...so many ignorant ppl outside who we wanna help but refuses to be helped by us..haiz..why like tat???hmmmm..

For all out there...time to wake up..get a life..fight 4 the life tat u wanted..truely wanted..n start living and not surviving...picture wat kind of life u wanna haf..if the route u're taking is not bringing u there..then wat are u doing to change it so that u can achieve the life u wan??think abt it man...wake up wake up.....

no voice

2005-06-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

wah..no voice liaoz ah..long long time never bo xia liaoz..haha..the last time i no voice was when i attended a course last yr jul...a powerful course that let us find out n discover our inner most potential..let us realise that we can do things that we never tot we can do..power rite??many ppl tot they had done their best..but think carefully..is tat really ur best??or can u push urself further??hmm..then y i'll lose my voice lehz??haha..go the course then u know liaoz loh..haha

This time i no voice is cos i go in help to push n motivate the rest to put in their best..shout until no voice.haiz...the consequences of helping other ppl..aha..but is worth it lah..feels so gd when u see them grow from someone who is of low confidence become more confident thru the activities and slowly discover their inner most potential...power..hahaha..

Oh..went to peninsula hotel stay 4 a nite..shiok ah..haha.a bunch of abt 10 of us..booked a room n hang out there..ohh..play n joke..haha..only scared disturbed other ppl only..heng din la...haha..whole nite no sleep..then go home..suppose to go work lah..but end up din loh..too tired liaoz...if go work sure KO 1..so told my boss that i not going..hmmm..then i sleep till 5pm then wake up..haha...after tat went to PS for grouping..makan Mac...(sianz) then went to play pool at paradiz centre ah..4got the name liaoz..hahanot bad..my skill improved..can play better liaoz.haha..need to play more..not gd enough..haha..JiAYOU..!!!haha

Stress..fighting 4 my status..my income..my financial freedom...oh...so much to achieve n so little time..argh...tao tia ah..(headache)...FIGHT ON BRO..DUN GIF UP TILL THE LAST MIN...keke..CHEERS..

long long long time no see???

2005-06-14T10:16:00.000+08:00

hey..a long long long time never blog liao..as usual..many ppl ask me to update..so here i am..blogging...in my office...*ssshhhh...muz be discrete...if not kena caught then sianz..haha..boring wo..

Had quite an interesting wk..my bday juz over..last wed..8th june....23yrs ago..on that faithful day..a cute, chubby n will-be-very-yandao-in-future baby pops out into this world..that tat baby happen to be...ME...hahaha...hmmm..dun puke ah....kidding only...haha..din haf much celebration though..went bugis there makan Billy Bombers..with a fren of mine..miss Wai Ling...haha.happen to meet her go buy some books lah..then after tat went makan loh..since is my bday so intended to treat her billy bombers..but her reaction faster..haiz..so ended up she pay..nvm..still got chance 1..a few days later we went to orchard there look 4 some magazines at borders n kino..so my chance come liaoz..nydc...haha..she din eat much lah..only a potato salad...while i eat my roast chicken spagetti...haha.*full..after tat went home n nua..hhhaha...

din haf much sleep last wk loh..very seh...*eyes closing*..haha..went over to fren house help do some stuff then ended up staying overnite there..din reach home till ard 2pm the next day..haha...u ppl never see me online tat day rite?haha.cos i not home mah..if not i sure online 1..haha...not saying that i'm a online freak lah..juz thinking..since broadband...dun waste it..use more..hahaha...

Went sentosa on sun..kena roasted..haaha..i was late..suppose to meet at 10am at harbourfront interchange..ended up i woke up at 10am..hahha..so late loh..was gonna celebrate Jeremy's bday then..went there play volleyball..frisbee (nowadays frisbee upgrade oredi??rubbery spongy 1..haha..outdated me..) and also a doggie..haha.jack russell...my fren whom i invited brought it..wah..super active lehz..running ard enthusiatically..hahaa..need to use the lash loh..if not sure run until dunno where then lost 1...the min the dog come..everyone's attention..on the dog..haha..really greedy dog lehz..hahah.u eat wat he also wanna eat..hahh..scary..Ling Qian ah..control ur dog wo...hahaa..had great fun man.though not much sun but the humidity is enough to roast u loh..got burnt liaoz..hahha...nvm lah.dun peel can oredi..if the skin peels then will turn fair again..defeat the purpose of going to tan...haha..yeah..

Oh yah..went to pin cha at Chinatown yesterday..haha..enjoy chinese tea..chimology lehz..the cha tao..how to prep the tea lah..how to appreciate the tea lah..see until i go bonkers..hahah..but very interesting leh..hahaha..then play board games there...laugh until the whole place shake??hahaha..a bit kua zhang but we did laugh a lot..loudly some more..hahh.anyway we on 2nd storey of the tea house..bo lang 1..so dun care..juz laugh..hahaha..tired wo..almost fell asleep at the tea house..hahaha..too cosy liaoz..oooohhhhh..

After the tea session then is home sweet home....haha..shiok...zzzzzz..work the next day..boring...hahah...I WANNA STRIKE IT BIG N BECOME RICH...WANNA RETIRE AT 40 n GO TOUR ARD THE WORLD.....NO MORE WORK...JUZ ENJOY LIFE TO THE FULLEST....I'LL BE AT THE TOP..keke...

new skin.....again..ahah..

2005-06-07T17:21:00.000+08:00

ohh..juz changed my skin...again..sianz..my slamdunk skin gone case..dunno wat happen also..the backgroung pic juz gone..dunno go where..nothing shown..only my counter n welcome msg showing..haiz..this 1 also not bad..power rite??haaa..made by a sec sch student lehz..haiz..sad..she only sec 1 or 2 only loh..went to her blog to see her profile..wah..so young can do it liaoz..li hai..

anyway..had a great weekend too...hahaa..sat nothing much to say lah..quite nua actually..cos fri went to gary's house overnite..play mahjong...then the next day go home only koon..eh..dun think i got koon ah..haaha..then i juz stay at home relax loh..then sun went church..early in the morning..awaken by my god sis..to go..after tat go home seh.wanna meet fren lunch.but she sleep until din hear my call..haha...so ended up at home again..

Nite time is the most happening 1..ahah..Wai ling called me go her chalet..cos her family booked it..then in the end left early tat day afternoon..so she alone there..sianz..so jioing frens go..so i went...plus a few others..huihua..wilsen..came also..followed by yinzi n meiqi..lao da, another ken..haha..he came the latest..ard 4+am then he came..but he tok a bit then left liaoz..ard 545am he go off to fish..then we all KO..kooonzz..ahaha..before ken came we all toking in the room..off lights..then tell ghost stories..haaa..as usual..most chalets got such sessions..rite?hahaha..

the next day..10am checked out..then end up in tamp..kbox...klunch..then eat n sing..haiz..my voice cannot make it ah..cannot even sing properly..always zao sia(out of tune)..sad...embarrassed..hahaha..after singing i go home...alone..all the way..hahaah..seh also..but din sleep..was playing monopoly on my PDA..haha...

reach home ard 4plus...then online tok..feeling hot..so..wanna go swim..at chalet din swim..so looking 4 kakis...asked miss charlyene..but she not free...juz nice saw wai ling..then ask her.she live very far..hougang...but heck lah..can swim can liaoz..so took bus 51 to hougang meet her to swim..wrong choice man..tat was off office hrs..a lot of cars..then a lot of ppl alight n board the bus...almost every bus stop got ppl wanna get up or alight..ended up took 2hrs 30mins to reach...haiz..din expect it to be so long..cos last time take from hougang back only 1hr plus..but is at nite lah..10+pm like tat..din expect it to b this way..ended up reaching at 730pm..(i left home at 5pm)..haiz..so walked to the swimming complex..swam 4 an hr only..haa..cannot make it ah..cannot swim breast stroke lehz..kicking =no kicking..hah..wun move 1..only move cos my arms pulling..haiz..need to prac more..hahahah..

after swim then went walk ard..makan..and ended up at mac..wah. a lot of mac this wk..chalet day 1 i reach..supper mac..then morning breakfast mac..then after swim mac again..hahah..fat fat fat...then after tat i walk her home..then i go home loh..hmm..tiring.reach home liaoz watch tv also cannot cos eyes cannot dun close..keep shutting..finally gave up n slept..hahaha..

ohh..longest blog ever written..haha..enjoy reading..keke..

dream phone running away....(""._.)

2005-06-01T14:10:00.000+08:00

haiz..sianz wo..aiming to get my V3..wanting to get it so much..thinking abt how to get it almost everything i see ppl using it...looking at my t630 makes me wanna get V3 even more..but..haiz..luck is not on my side...no lobang 4 it...

@ first still got M1's offer..then...when finally got chance..got fren mayb can help me get the phone, M1's offer finish..no more..initially my sis bf can help..then also gone..haiz..last hope...is my starhub line which i'm gonna cancel in Oct..if i use the line to upgrade it means tat i haf to live with it 2 another 2yrs..which i dun wan lo..hmmm...then juz nice remembered got a fren..phone bill very ex 1..then always not enough to pay the bill..so mayb can transfer the line to her...so set..asked her liaoz..dunno she got interest in my offer anot..

Called Starhub after tat..then realised tat i cannot upgrade till mid july..haiz...the 21months policy..so gone again..the customer service person say by then the V3 price dunno will b how much..mayb higher or lower..lower will b gd.higher then sianz liaoz..plus starhub so niao 1..haiz..all other services...M1 n Singtel...t630 can trade in $150 lehz..but starhub only can trade in $100.haiz..lugi wo..now also dunno how..haiz..

Looking ard 4 other nice phone loh..then saw Nokia 3230..1 of the latest..thinking..mayb should get back nokia phone???more user frenly.more functions...much better..n same price as V3..haha..dilemma liaoz..ki siao soon..hahaha..help me...gif me advice ah..hahaha..

New phone....

2005-05-21T14:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm..after long consideration..finally..found the phone tat i wanna get..since cannot get nokia 7610..then i'll get Motorola Razr V3..hahaha...quite a nice phone..slim...stylish...great functions..haha..oh..flip phone..favourite..haha..

the phone tat i wanted..keke

currently got a few places selling it at 300+..400..ok lah..trade in my t630 then should b much cheaper liaoz..haha..getting my sis to check out any gd lobang to get cheaper V3..hope haf..can save some money..hahah..yeah...V3.......here i come...keke....

boring..weakling liaoz..

2005-05-17T11:11:00.001+08:00

hmm..getting boring liaoz wo...ahah..everyday 9-6 work..then at nite sleep late..oh...almost dun wanna wake up to work ah..tired..but bo bian lehz..no work no money..life of an employee's life is boring..everyday doing the same thing..over and over again..pay little bit..so restricted..no freedom..monotonuos....haiz..

went cycling again yesterday..long long time never cycle liaoz..go out relax..cycled to yew tee..pass by a few frens house lah..but they not free..if not can sit down n tok cock with them a bit..hahaha..went pass CCK CC there..stop a bit..fren live there mah..then call liaoz no ans..so take a short break there..watch ppl play badminton.oh..see liaoz gian lehz..hands itchy..wanna play also..haha..find 1 day jio ppl come out play..exercise a bit..haha..still remember tat time play then suay suay twisted my ankle..haiz..really clumsy ah..haha..

then after the short break..cycle to cck..lot 1 there..hang ard a bit..then another fren also live there..ahaah..but not home..at gym..din get to meet...but ok lah..go ard the area a bit..too long never cycle there liaoz..a bit lost..turn here turn there..almost lost ah..hahha..heng heng aftertat recall a bit..then went all the way to yewtee mrt there...oh..nice place to cycle lehz..turn here n there..turn until blur..but very shiok..aha..mayb new area lah..so fun to explore..keke..then finally took a break at 1 open area..like those open theatre lehz..ha..juz nice got 1 fren live there..then got her to come down tok a bit..actually she wanna return a CD which i lent her a couple of wks ago..then ended up chatting 4 a short while..then i go home liaoz..tired..she also tired..so both of us go home rest..hahh..on the way home saw a pizza hut motorbike also buang lehz..fierce ah..downslope some more..the motorist almost fly..lucky the rear of the bike got the big box..heavy then the bike din overturn..if not jia lat liaoz..mayb the motorist not paying attention?the red light oredi on 4 a while oredi..then got 2 motorist oredi stopped infront then he still riding quite fast n then suddenly e-brake..ohh..scary..lucky i oredi rode pass..if not if he fly to me then all u frens out there wun see me oredi..fierce ah..kong bu lehz..

hmm..gettting weak liaoz lehz..chin-up cannot do as much liaoz..jia lat..need to train again liaoz..while resting at yewtee there then saw fitness corner..so went over to pull..wah..high man..mayb ride there tired liao..tat's y like tat..hmmm..cannot lehz..IPPT window opening liaoz..cannot dun pass ah..dun wan RT..muz start training liaoz.if not cannot ah..hmmm..

Wish me luck guys..haha..

I NeEd a neW PhoNe...!!

2005-05-10T17:33:00.000+08:00

wah...really wanna change my phone ah..sony ericsson phone cannot make it ah..though initially i tot t630 not bad..quite nice to use..then end up after using it 4 a couple of months then realised that it is not tat nice after all..hmmm..

the phone lags on start up..slow..the phone lags on sms..i type then need to wait a sec for the words to finish then can continue..if not will haf error..the calendar sucks..wanna find a certain day of the yr also cannot..not totally cannot lah..need to use a more troublesome way to do it loh..hmmm..no doubt the games seem to be nicer the play..but still no gd lah..the camera resolution so poor..think my PDA camera is much better loh.more clear lehz..haiz..lucky when i got it is $0..if not really wasted money...

Now got my sis to help me look out 4 gd n cheap phones..most likely going back to Nokia phones...so far their phones are the most user frenly..eyeing 4 N6230i..quite power lehz..camera is 1.3 megapixels loh..gd lehz..n plus a lot of other functions lah..got more storage space also..gd gd..a bit ex lah..see the price how..after trading in my t630 for $150 (the onle gd thing abt t630?haha) if cheap then can get..if not then i'll juz get N6230 loh..though the cam not 1.3megapixels..but still got bluetooth lah..gd liaoz..initially wanna get N7620 1...but tat phone only got infrared..no bluetooth..wasted lehz..the design so nice..if got bluetooth i sure get tat phone 1..hmm..now bluetooth much much more convenient than infrared loh..so muz get bluetooth phones..aha..hope the price is cheap enough..n i can get the phone i wan..hahaa..yeah...

BaI kA loH....

2005-05-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

hahaha..had a great wkend last wk..not bad lehz..went ice skate..long long long time never go liaoz..kong fu still there..skate rather well..haha..but still..fall like dunno wat..cos got someone keep dragging me down..haiz..haha..wan me to pull her..then i dun haf the skill lah..cannot pull then end i kena pull by her instead then fall..

fell the most time tat day..other than the 1st time i skate when i still learning..fall until pants n shirt all wet..haha..then even worse..my hp..juz use 4 6months only..gone..i fell n sat on it..then the LCD screen broke..haiz..tat wat wat happen that time when i learning..din expect to fall until like tat time again....but i clever liaoz...phone put infront..so save..but 1 other thing gone..is the ticket..entrance ticket..hahha..i put behind..4got to take out..then end up got wet n broke into pieces..heng dun need to pay 4 it..if not i cry ah...

Bai ka now..y lehz??cos i fell loh..slipped n fell..then my feet position not gd..so kena..haiz..but nvm lah..almost going home liaoz..so ok lah..din lugi much..imagine play a short while then kena..sianz wo..high man..tat time play badminton sprain..now ice skate also sprain..haiz..then was thinking of self treatment..then my frens persuade..finally went to the sinseh at ginza plaza..power lehz..norm we watch tv..sprain ankle..the sinseh will *crack crack crack* the ankle rite??i also thinking it'll happen..then very scared..haha..then din happen....

The sinseh juz press a pressure point on my shoulder blade then know where i injured liaoz..power..he told me cannot rub the injured part..if not will make it worse..so he ask me lie down then he press other pressure points on my injure leg...then after a while ok liaoz lehz..can walk better liaoz..wah..shen yi ah...then gif me medication..the tablets he gif still ok lah..but the syrup he gif..cannot make it..hated the taste..er xin ah....eeee..

now much better liaoz..only a bit swollen...think by next wk then ok liaoz..hahhah..then can go play liaoz..oooohhhoooo....!!!!>.hahhah..

Hot dAy...

2005-05-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

Wah..wat's up with the weather man..?this whole wk the weather really buay ta han ah...so warm..sleep liaoz morning wake up perspiring..then my pillow also wet...*er xin*..then after shower..changing to go out also perspire...out lehz..kaoz..so irritating..

hmmm..reminds me of last yr's april..yang guang pu zao..hot like dunno wat..then i went with my frens to sentosa play whole day come back burnt...hahaaha...tong ku man...skin peeling like snake...hahah...another er xin thingy..haha..

not bad lah 2day...got a bit off drizzle..so not tat warm..hope the weather will b cooler soon ah..if not buay tahan ah..haha...jia you..but dun rain when i wanna go swim or go beach..cos beach need SUN...haha..

hmmmm.eh...??

2005-04-22T02:34:00.000+08:00

wah..a lot of ppl keep asking me y so long din blog lah..come to my blog always not updated...so dun wanna come liaoz..hahhha..not i dun wanna write lehz..is really dunno wat to write mah..can blame me meh??hmmm.

anyway..been rather bad recently lah..ahaha..sharing mp3s with frens..i load liao send to this 1 then that 1 load oredi send me..mass sharing of mp3s here n there..the cd companies sure to bust...hah..but ok lah..all old songs..outside dun sell liaoz..so cannot blame us mah hor??

been rather ok recently lah..learnt a lot of stuff here n there...at my workplace as well as from my biz tat i'm doing...it's so gd..oooo..dunno y so many ppl anti this industry tat i am in lehz..mayb they dun understand ba..but wat puzzle me is tat...when we dunno abt something we normally will go check it out n see 4 ourself mah..but in this area no one wan to lehz..dunno y..so many ppl succeeded oredi..and they still rather listen to those who never do b4 or din do it the right way and ended up failing 1..funny rite?y muz always look on the negative side?say cannot do lah..cheat money lah..etc...if really cheat money..y police dun come n catch??if cannot do y so many ppl make it and doing so well lehz??those ppl got wat thing tat we dun haf ah??an extra arm?a bigger brain??1 more leg??a third eye??no mah..they also like us..same same..humans..if they can do it..y cant we???wat's there to lose by juz knowing more abt it...it's such a great opportunity tat it's a waste to miss it loh..kaoz..when will ppl understand???i'll rather ppl understand wat it is truely abt then dun do..than haf ppl dun really know wat it is abt/ haf wrong idea of it...then din do...kaoz..wat a waste...hmm..

Hope some day they'll get my point...n start doing something 4 their lives...success is a muz 4 everyone..and there're many ways to get it...but definitely not as an employee...

hahaaha..

2005-04-09T15:31:00.000+08:00

hehe..a bit bo liao..so come here write something..hahha..hmm..not bad recently..got a little bit of spare cash..so used it to buy some stuff..went to bits & pieces bought 2 rings..1 small..1 bigger..haha..i hiao liaoz wanna wear ring..1 on my last finger n 1 on my middle..look nicer like tat??keke... the after tat went to yahoo auctions bought a slight bag..cheap cheap..nice also..quite big lehz..dunno wat to put inside..haaha..still got a lot of space..keke

hmm..getting nua recently..boring...kena a lot of bo liaoz shit at work also..sianz..kena back stab by ppl..hmmm..some indian.not being racist ah..this indian arrogant like dunno wat..i'm not even under him..he keep asking me to wu ah bo eh..things i dunno 1 ask him he say i no initiative to learn things..kaoz..how i know wat i dunno..u get wat i mean??din even know such things existed..i did watever i can..ask ard for help n finally got it done..some info cannot find..n i informed him..he still say nvm..thank me some more..after tat send me another mail..saying tat he juz did A SIMPLE SEARCH and found wat i din..kaoz..he'll the old bird..lao jiao...of cos he know where to find lah..ya ya papaya to me..initially ask him he also cannot find..dunno search where..he himself also not sure where..how he expect me to know lehz??in the 1st place i'm not even told to take care of those areas..y should i know?temp only lehz..know my area..do finish then siam liaoz...rite??if i'm suppose to know then i'll know more n know it in detail..kaoz...

All that nvm..i lun...juz do my part..complete watever he wan me to do n diam diam..idiot..in front of me smile smile..thank me..behind my back complain to my boss..my super's head..then he find me super tell him wat he heard from tat ah neh..heng my super gd...help me block n find out wat really happened from me..hmmm..next wk he not ard..i'll haf to help that ah neh..kaoz..1 whole wk...lun....working as n employee really is bad life..bua ta han...cannot..muz b my own bos..hmmm...i'll show him wat i've got...hmm.. huo da ah....*kaboooom*

SuAi DAy....=(

2005-03-28T13:00:00.000+08:00

it's a bit of suay yesterday..went to take bus to JP..but then..waited 4 30mins to come..my fault also..lazy to climb overhead bridge..so waited at another bus stop 4 another bus service no..then the actual bus that i can take at the opposite bus stop came...hmm..i should b on it if i climb the bridge..nvm..the bus at the bus stop i'm at should b coming..then wait n wait..dun haf..opposite the bus come 2nd time liaoz.i still waiting at my side..wait until i fed up..finally climb the bridge over...late liaoz loh..waited 4 awhile more..the bus i missed twice came..haha..then the bus i waited 4 long long time 1 also come..i blur...after 1 boarded the bus..i look again at the bus stop tat i came from..the bus i wait earlier on came again...sianz..

Tat's not all lehz..was walking ard in the courts at JP..walk half way..a vaccum cleaner fall..then hit my legs..kaoz..i din even touch it...the sales promoter also din touch it..juz fell..hit my legz..the promoter also din say anything..the past..the promoters will at least apologise loh..kena their patrons lehz..hmm..boring..watch movie ppl's shoes keep kena my jeans.also dun care..kaoz..really suay lehz...

EaSter dAy sERvICE!!

2005-03-28T12:36:00.000+08:00

oH..long long long long time never blog oredi..haha..not much ling gan lah..paiseh ah..went to church service 2day wo..after long long long time of skipping..hahha..bad loh..hmm..suppose to go every sunday morning 1..then i lazy to wake up so din go..haha..muz change muz change..

It's Easter Service wo..at Singapore Indoor Stadium lehz..a lot of member in the church mah..all come..then very cramp..so need a lot of space..the indoor stadium juz nice ba..think still got some no seats ba..cos 1 side of the stadium not using..behind the stage mah..use liaoz no point..the ppl cannot c the performance lehz..

got drama..ohhh..super nice..though the story the same..but the performance displayed diff lah..got drums...haaha..producing thunderous sounds.power...u hear oredi like those chinese celestial movie like tat..then tian bing tian jiang come down from heaven to fight devils like tat..haha..very loud..the effects they make also very nice.lightings n make up of the dancers and actors all very gd..make the whole thing so real..steady lah..4 a moment i tot the church ask the make up artist from mediacorp come n help..hahah.but come to think of it..mayb not lah..keke

after the performance..a short message is bring shared by Pastor Kong Hee..(i think u all should know which church i from liaoz rite??keke)..same message as b4...but still impacted a lot of ppl cos many ppl responded to the altar call..and receive Christ as their Lord and Saviour..gd gd..the whole ground floor is filled up..ha..at 1st when i stepped into the stadium was thinking y they leave so much empty space ..should place more chairs then more ppl can sit mah..then after tat realised that the spaces are needed for the performance..n also the altar call..let ppl stand 1..

then comes the powerful part liao..healing...many ppl got healed wo..quite fasinated..got an old man...85yrs old liaoz..left ear deaf..but after the healing session.he can hear oredi...li hai wo..got 1 young chap..my age..23..got slipped disc prob..cannot bent his back..now can liaoz..can even jump..then still got ppl sprained ankle..and after tat can run ard jump ard..c oredi also cannot believe it lehz..that's the healing power of the Almighty God...believe it or not..your choice..keke

After service went home..then meet Xiaohan..pass her some stuff that she left at my place long long long time ago..makan at mos burger..then after tat went to catch a movie..the Son of the Mask..haha..so funny..but dun think it's worth the wkend pricing lah..wkday watch better..haha..long time never watch movie oredi..now watch..shiok lah..but idiot.the person sitting next to me..buay zi dong..kiao ka some more..shake leg..then the shoes keep kena my jeans..he like si ba 1..cannot feel it..then din apologise some more..haiz..wat to do?? wat to do???some ppl is like tat..haiz...

Full of Rubbish..

2005-03-13T17:56:00.000+08:00

hmm..after long ages of not clearing my stuff..realised tat i kept a lot of unless rubbish..haha..some i din even know it existed..poor memory wo..so dun remember i kept them..keke..

Juz cleared my table.table only lehz..2 big bags of rubbish..haha..a lot rite??too long din tidy oredi..kkeke..now it looked more neat liaoz..wah..found a lot of old old stuff..notes lah...old foolscape paper...all turned brown also..many little tiny things like ornaments lah..n dunno wat shit lso got dug out n thrown away..wah..now my table look more empty more neat..tat corner 4 my table..wah..looked more brighter..hahha..always had tat feeling when my things are tidy..if i walked into my room n the looks feel brighter..i'll know tat the room is being tidy by my mum liaoz..haha..

Table done.. need to move to the next area oredi..my store shelf..haha..all my bags lah..army stuff all piled up in that corner..need to tidy a bit..eh..but from the look of it..not really a bit lah..muz tidy a lot..hahha..after tat my book shelf..then my wardrobe..wah..need to take a few months liaoz..hahaha..hmm..muz tidy up...cannot let my room b like a pig's sty..hahha.

KaOz..ViRus

2005-03-08T09:52:00.000+08:00

wah..wat a unlucky evening it was last nite..hmmm..my com kena virus..out sia..was always careful with virus till last nite..kena conned by tat stupid file name..idiot man..

many of my frens were oredi getting the virus during the day..a file was send to me also while i was in office..but i din accept the file..cos i asked my fren wat tat's abt n she told me not to take..lucky...4 a moment only...cos y??when i get home...more frens kena..then a lot of them gif warning..think i also complacent lah..thinking i wun kena 1 cos i very careful with files...juz nice this fren send me a file..filename: "my holiday pics"..i remembered asking this fren to take photos during her overseas trip n show me n she hasnt done so yet..so i tot tat's the file..but the file type very funny 1 lehz..not any normal folder..is those type of files tat needs u to choose wat prog u wanna open the file with kind(dunno u all know wat i toking abt anot..hahaaha)..but i still play save lah..msg my fren wat file is tat..then another file came..as if to reply my qns..filename "LOL your pic"..so i tot ok..n accepted it..then OPEN......after tat siao liaoz..the file's logo changed to MSDOS 1..then a lot of funny files appear in my folder n start to mass send out in a very fast speed..AUTOMATICALLY...!!i think sian liaoz loh..virus..haiz..

after tat i quickly close my msn..to prevent further damages..hope my frens dun kena..but some did n 1 of them is my cg leader lah..he msg me.."bro, you infested my com with virus ah?" as if i wanted loh..then i also buay song liaoz.kena virus oredi mood bad liaoz he still like tat..haiz..then i reply "u think i wan meh??i also victim lehz...dun say until like i purposely send u lehz.."then he LL..hahaha..bad rite??hmm..

After tat i ask my fren..the 1 who sent me the file 1..i ask."ur com kena virus iszit?"she reply"yah yah..sianz liaoz..sorry ah..feel so bad.."hmm.she ok 1 ..then i told her dun feel so bad lah..not her fault also..b more careful next time..keke..at least she felt better after tat...gd gd..hmmm.

Sianz wo..after tat dunno how to rectify the thing..so end up reformatting my com..but those files i wanna keep still intact..i transfer to another partition..so not tat bad...but end up i cannot sleep early..did all the necessary installations oredi 3am liaoz..argh....not enough sleep again..gonna go eet zhou gong play chess again liaoz..hope can tong until go home time ba..hahaha..

so guys..remember ah..b careful when u receive files from ppl..might b a virus or worm ah...*winks*

For those who are affected, pls go to the following link for remedy:
http://securityresponse.symantec.com/avcenter/venc/data/w32.serflog.a.html

P.S. :Apologies to those whose com is infected due to my neglience...

BuRnT..!!PaIn...

2005-03-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

oh....i chao da oredi..haha..roast dog liaoz...(i born in the yr of dog mah..hahaha)....hot day...keke..went swimming with shihui & her bf(weihua), huijuan and weiling at the jurong east swimming complex..haha..suppose to b there like erm...930 am??but cos sleep late the nite b4..then most of us late..end up met at abt 1130..then started to swim n play..haha

oh..long time never play until so shiok oredi..kekeke...swim in the pool 1st..up n down a few times..tired sia..no strength..hahahaa..relax a bit..keke...still dunno huijuan n weiling very well..cos juz know them 2day..haha..din tok much loh..keke..wah..1st time i c weiling.. a bit shock wo..cos she look like my poly classmate..but look again.actually ok lah...hahha..ren you xiang si mah...but also same lah..tan tan 1..keke..huijuan lehz..also cute cute 1..ahah..like a small gal wo..then keep kena bullied by us..haaha..throw her into the pool..toss her over when she play the float..splash water on her..hahah..but muz watch out for her..cos she weak swimmer mah..always muz catch her back..haaha..

When we on the way to the complex..wah..oredi can predict will get burn oredi..oh..pain..hot..then skin hot hot..red..hahaha..shiok wo..wave pool..best place to play..hahah..still jurong 1 better..cck 1 too weak liaoz..then no 'rain' 1..not fun..haha..lazy pool also shiok..dun even need to swim..juz relax then will move oredi..haha..strong lehz..wanna stop also got prob..hahah..gd..though i went there a couple of times..but still fun..yeah..also drank a lot of water lah..kena toss into the water also..hahah.then water went into my ears..though cleared oredi..but still feel like got a bit block lehz..haha..jia lat..sad thing is the slide..hmmm..blue 1..the highest..longest..under maintenance...cannot play..only can play the pink n yellow..ok lah..quite fun also..haha..almost overturn in the slide..ahhha..

Ohhh..great lehz..haaha..muz go again some day..haaha..

hohoho..new skin..nice??

2005-03-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

hey..seen my new blog skin??nice anot??Hahaha..see oredi feel very 'wen xin' wo..tat's y i use...spoke my mind lehz this skin..always wanted to b the person to provide shelter n help to those in need..but due to limited abilities..cannot..nevertheless..still will try my best to help those whom i can help..keke..

keke..anyway..i also added ads from google...dun worry..tat's not spam or wat..can click 1..keke..interestings ads..haha..

I'm a poOr mAn...

2005-03-01T12:24:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey..cannot imagine..someone oredi working..still poor..penniless..y??cos got many bills to pay wo..my hp bills...internet bills..then still got my cpf bills..eh..cpf not bill is debt..haha..pay my dad...then my expenses...transport..makan..kaoz..pay liaoz then i left nothing..to save..to enjoy..

working temp...$6/hr..in office..do user guide...do faq...very relax..sound gd??yeah..pay not enough 4 me wo..still cut cpf..sianz...sianz..super sianz..end of the month sure gone case..cos i get my pay twice a month..mid month n end of month..the end of month 1 always very little..half of my mid month 1..y???cos tat's when they'll deduct to cpf..at the end of the month..wah..can die ah..eat grass oredi..muz eat more 'loti' may stock up more maggie...more biscuits....haiz...sad....

What kind of life do i wan???
a very comfortable 1...no worries abt money..drive car..not very posh 1..a Mazda 6 will b gd...live in a nice house...best is got money..build a house near the beach(safe anot ah???later tsunami how??can lah hor??singapore save 1...) can sit outside the house relax..enjoy sea breeze with my darling next 2 me..in my arms...wah..best rite??

Am i working towards it??
from the looks of it..dun think i am loh..poor..penniless...lots of worries abt money..no money dun tok abt drive car build house lehz...then no money dun tok abt gals..cannot support urself..how to support ur gal huh??hmmm..sianz...a total opposite of my dreams..am i drifting away from it???hmmm..wake up boi..time to start moving..always say tat..but the fire always start a bit..then die off..hmmm..need a big 1..hmmm..n can continue to burn all the way till i get wat i wan...Financial Freedom!!!anyone there??help?mayb??

How to find back my passion...my confidence...my heart n will to fight on??how??how??someone guide me???pls????

hey hey.

2005-02-21T01:58:00.000+08:00

yoyo..me long time never blog liaoz..hahha..not very long ah..abt a wk only lah..not long rite??hahha..got miss me anot??HAha..

Actually not i dun wanna blog lah..is dunno wat to write wo...nothing much happen lehz..so dunno wat to write..hahah..changed my blog music..gif some comments??HAaha..cute anot??hahaa..

Hmmm..went to watch movie juz now..watched White Noise..quite ok lah..hahah..short movie..abt 93mins...interesting movie..mayb can go try it??HAah..went with a mei nu...the name is who lehz...dun tell..haah..secret..keke..hmmm..muz start to plan my stuff liaoz.been slacking too much..time to start working liaoz..haahha..hmmm..i hate working life...can money fall from the sky??keke...

CNY!!!!!not bad lah...hahah..

2005-02-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

oh....this year's CNY...happening sia..hahhah...done so much tat i never done b4..hahha...never tok 2 my cousins so much..but this time tok quite a lot to them..hhhaha..all doing very well..gdgd..congrats to them..haha..

This yr ang pao money..not much lah.. abt 140 like tat lah..but lost a bit in mahjong at my auntie's place..still ok lah..come home play a bit win back a bit..haha..so still ok lah..last nite went to andrew's place..wah..his place..cannot play 1..i play blackjack lose..winning in the beginning..then after tat gone again..sianz..his house is my taboo man..haha..lost abt 10bucks there..hmmm..but nvm lah..after tat went to gary's place again..play mahjong again..hahh.this time i win..not much..16+ only..then pay back shaojie 4 cab fare..still got a bit left..let me survive a bit longer..hahha..

Hmmm..though the feeling very shiok after winning..but cannot get addicted..if not gone liaoz..play 4 fun win a bit of small extra money still ok lah..hahaha..

Last but not least..HAPPY NEW YR 2 ALL!!!!11

YEah..FulL...

2005-02-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

hahhahah..went to marina south for dinner..haahah..gd gd...eat until super full man...hmm..tat's last nite's event lah..hahh..a bit seh lah..y???hhhah.cos the nite b4 i went to Gary's place...do wat??play mahjong...hahha..quite a few ppl went lah..got my da jie (Cindy), xueping, Shaojie, Qing Yang, Xiaohui, Mr Zen and Shuhui..hmm..eh??hahaa..not a few lah actually.hahha..is a lot lah..Hahhah..but only me, xueping/cindy, shaojie n qing yang play..hhah..hmmm.QIng Yang..gd man..but he idiot lah..when he resting he help xueping n cindy make their tiles super gd..they win will win the max loh...then i'm the suay 1..let her win..then i pay..sianz....trying to recoup my loses..then he do tat..argh..but nvm lah..play mahjong sure got win n lose 1 lah..so nvm...play thru the nite till ard 5+am lah...then lost $6+..haiz..ok lah..we play small smal..so still ok..hah..went home at 7+..came back took a shower, change then go work..hahh..power rite??ahah...

Tired day over.then went to Marina for dinner...at the Zheng FA..hahah..ohh..the prawns..live 1 lehz..throw onto the pan then they jump..eeeee....i help to prepare the crabs lah..kill oredi..but need to peel open...wash..all tat lah..no 1 dare to do..so i do loh..hahahh..very full..MR Zen's treat....had a great time..hahh..again..i'm the prawn peeler..ahahah..always help ppl peel the shell..but i dun eat..hahh..dun like prawns lah..ahaha..

After tat we went bowling....my score..lousy...cannot make it..haiz..really no fate play bowling man...always wash the drain...hmmm...nvm lah...Then this 1 Mr Zen also treat..hmm..initially agree on he pay the 1st round..2nd round we pay..then dunno y he paid all..hmmm..Thanx Zen..

AFter tat took cab home..another adventure man..that driver..idiot 1..purposely took me n shaojie round the world man..when he driving to my place suppose to exit at Jurong Town Hall Rd...he din..drive all the way to Tuas area...F*** man...then he say will deduct accordingly..so we take it as he missed the exit..so nvm...then when he send shaojie...worse..he live in Yew Tee.then the driver bring him go PIE...then go KJE..then dunno turn where...then he reach home..total cab fare...$37..kaoz...shaojie only got $25..so juz gave him tat loh..idiot driver..cos of him..a lot of other honest n gd cabby got all the blame..always kena niaoz...how i know??tat's another story...for another time..hahaah...

WaH..SiCk DurINg HolS SeaSoN..SiAnZZZ

2005-02-01T13:22:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..Sick ah..Coughing like dunno wah..ma chaim kena TB ah..cough until abs pain...as if i juz finished doing 100 situps...hmm..chest pain..too much coughing oredi..jia lat ah..How to enjoy the CNY like tat??

imagine go bai nian..."xing nian kuai le...*cough cough cough!!!*sheng ti *cough cough!!* jian kang...wan shi *cough cough cough!!!* ru yi" very out rite??Haiz..muz recover b4 tat..all my fav goodies..cannot miss ah..haiz..

TaBOo!!!!

2005-01-27T10:55:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..now in office..very tired..eyes shutting down..though it's only like erm....1055am..hmm..really tired..head big oredi after looking thru the USer Guides to edit..haiz...jia lat man..really cannot say u very free..zo bo.when u working outside ah..when u say tat ah..then sure got things to do 1..n is come 1 shot a lot 1 lehz..no joke man..

Since the 1st day i start work..though got things to do but nothing much loh...still got chance whole day surf net..msn do nothing lehz..then tot very relax 1..go tell my frens.wah.my job..steady lah..zo bo 1..whole day surf net..msn..really eng ah...then the next moment..things start coming on liaoz..now do until i head big ah..sianz wo..tired....how??wat to do..??working life lehz..haiz..those who works outside should know how i feel man..hmmm...

Wkend coming..plans..not much yet..c how...mayb can do some interesting things..hahha..go exercise a bit mayb....too long never exercise oredi..gettign rusty lehz..hmmm..

PoWer!!!!

2005-01-23T02:09:00.000+08:00

Ohh...juz went 4 Zong Cai's lesson at Suntec Conventional Hall..GAO LAT!!!full house man..many ppl no place to sit..stand behind to listen..wwah..hmm..long time din hear Zong Cai gif lesson liaoz..wah..feeling damn gd lehz..

Oh..tok abt the ups n downs of our life...and also y we should fight on n move on in the positive way no matter wat kind of life we had or wat family background we belong to..ultimately we are humans..with the ability to think n know wat's write and wat's wrong..Animals without those to abilities can go all out to get wat they wan..without fear...why should we humans..who are more superior then them be afraid of making mistakes..of losing..n simply having fear and not dare to do anything???hmm..a lot more i've learnt..but no space write lah..haha...

After tat we all went home..Gary they all come my place..hhahh..Cindy, Yao Shun, Zhen Rong, Qing Yang...all come..haha.play mahjong..keke..then Yao Shun play b PS while Cindy play my com..haha..they only play a short while lah..cos all very seh..not enough sleep..then tml they going BAM meeting..so need to rest early..so after a short session of mahjong, they all go Gary's place sleep..haha..hmmm.though the session is short..but ok lah..quite fun..hahaa..yeah...

hey hey..I'm back..haha

2005-01-20T01:05:00.000+08:00

Yo..i'm back...a bit long never blog liaoz..haha..sorry ah..nothing much to blog mah...hmm.juz changed by blogskin..cos the previous 1 the pics dunno wat happen..gone lehz..so change loh..nice anot???hahhaha.

1st look i think rather nice lehz..but then the layout is like as if i juz lost my love..hahh..no lehz..juz find it nice...great background music also wo..haha..gd gd..keke.actually dunno wat to write also..hahaa..

Now still looking ard for my new love..keke..dunno when will it come along..so i'll wait..when the time comes..i'll surely meet her..hahha..ok lah..dun took nonsense oredi..c ya guys..take care...(",)

NeW yR reSoluTion...

2005-01-05T17:40:00.000+08:00

In this new yr...a new beginning..wat resolution do u haf 4 urself???wat haf u not done in the past yr n want to make up for it this yr????or wat do u want to achieve in this yr????ever tot of this urself???i'm sure most of us do..but dunno wat to do abt it....

For me..i haf oredi tot of it..want to support my mum full time.with all my capability..i wan my mum to live a comfortable life..providing her financially n with all the care n concern i can gif..wan to b more financially free...BDM..by the end of the yr..BAM by end of feb...fighting man..had made many promises but so far only kept a few...tat's bad..so..i make my promise..i'll fulfill it..no matter wat....go all the way boy..hahahha...JIAYOU!!!

New YEaR CounTDowN CEleBraTiOn!!!!

2005-01-02T13:24:00.000+08:00

wooohhoooooo...wat a great time we had for our new yr countdown celebration..hahaha..never had so much fun b4 man..haha..at the chalet..we played all sorts of things..haha..foam everywhere...green grass almost become white grass..haha..throwing ppl into the sea...making new yr wishes..making our new yr resolutions..haaha...even the neighbours..those younger ones..saw we having so much fun..they cannot resist the excitement and joined us..haha..throwing water bomb at each other..added ingredients..haha..dunno wat is added..hear there's soap powder...foam..and dunno wat..ahahh..none of us did not become wet, soapy n foamy..hhaha..ooohhhh..great..

Of cos..all these fun can happen and be done so smoothly..we cannot 4get the person behind all these activities..and she is my da jie..Cindy..lets gif her a big round of applause...*CLAPCLAPCLAP*hahaha..
she is the chairperson 4 the committee in this chalet celebration..can c that the whole committee..under her planning and organisation..did a great job..everything tat is suppose to b there is there..hahha..hhmm..can see that while we're all having fun..she's still busy coordinating the next prog..when we've eaten to our hearts content..she only juz started eating with her committee..really hard on her...hmmm....GD JOB DA JIE!!!!!..THANX A LOT for all these FUN!!!!(",)

New Yr'S coMiNg!!!

2004-12-30T13:39:00.000+08:00

The yr has come to an end...tml is the eve of the yr 2005...wat resolution do i haf??not much..need some time to think..wat do i wan to achieve in this coming yr??mayb a gf???hitting a more financial stable life..it's sad tat we should be worrying abt money..something i learnt from a fren..if u do not manage money..it'll manage u..meaning ur life is run by money..instead of u running the money..scary rite??ur life being controlled by a piece of paper..haehah..

Thinking back..this yr has been quite ok for me..though many things happened.happy ones..sad ones..ORDed..surely tat is a happy 1.hahh..but after tat the challenges that come into the picture is more scary..facing the real world outside..whereby no money no tok..ppl low income..low financial capability wil b suffering..pretty much to experience and learn..how to cope with the stress that i'll b facing in terms of money..and life in future tat's to come..all the responsibilities tat i'll b taking up...oh..so much to learn..and sssssooooo little time...

Haben been doing much so far in my life..and it's time for me to start doing something..repaying back to my parents.for all that they've done 4 me..all these yrs..cannot b always relying on them..it's time that i be who they rely on than i rely on them..wasted quite a lot of time here..22yrs of my life gone..though i still haf a couple more 22yrs to fight for my success..but how many 22yrs does my parents haf???not much...hmm..boy oh boy..time to wake up..do something productive..be successful in life..make my parents proud of me..and gif them better life....TIME IS RUNNING OUT.....

WoRkINg LiFe SucKS...

2004-12-28T01:32:00.000+08:00

oh..Started working oredi..4 abt 3wks...it really sucks...boring..nothing much to do...too routine and is not my liking man..wondering why we should work??to earn money???to survive???or to live a gd life???can working as an employee really gif u gd life????

there was once a small boy sitting by the road side..he saw and old man at the roadside sweeping the floor..he ran over and ask"uncle..wat r u doing?"the old see tat this boy looked adorable..so innocent..he replied"i'm sweepign the floor.."after getting his ans the boy sat at the side.after a while he ask the old man again"uncle..wat u doing?"the old man was puzzled but he answered nevertheless"i'm sweeping the floor.."the boys asked a 2nd qns"why r u sweeping the floor?"the old man got puzzled, y this boy ask such weird qns..he replied"to earn money.."hearing tat, the boy went away again..after a short while, the boy went back again"uncle..wat u doing?"the old man got a little pissed.."I'M SWEEPING THE FLOOR.."the boy continued"y u sweeping the floor?""TO EARN MONEY..."the old man replied.."y u wanna earn money?"the boy asked again..the old man replied rather unhappily"to survive...."the boy went away again..after a short while he went back again"uncle..wat u doing?"the old man got angry this time"I'M SWEEPING THE FLOOR!!!"the boy asked again"y u wanna sweep the floor?""TO EARN MONEY!!!"the old man snapped.."y u wanna earn money?"goes the boy.."SO TAT I CAN SURVIVE!!"the old man shouted.."y u wanna survive?"the boy asked again..."SO TAT I CAN SWEEP THE FLOOR!!"

how many of us now are like the old man???slogging all our life to earn the money we wanted...to survive and at the end continue to work again..are we suppose to b caught in this cycle??or should we b doing something else so as to ensure we can really earn the money to live and not 2 survive...

Those of us who are still in the vicious cycle of the normal ppl...think over it..should u change ur way of life to get to somewhere u always wanna go????or carry on this kind of life tat leads u nowhere??

AfteR a LonG ReSt

2004-12-22T13:39:00.000+08:00

oh..after a long rest..finally came back to write again..hahhaa..a lot has happened and a lot learnt of cos..learning to become a better person is a hard process..but it's worth it..haehhaha..

Been back into biz...missed the Recognition Ceremony..a bit sad.nvm..cannot blame others..only can blame myself for not putting in enough effort.try harder next round..april got 1 more i heard.tat 1 cannot miss liaoz..BAM lehz..so easy to take also cannot get..how can?

Network start to build up with a new found agent..by the name of Andrea..very hot..as in on the ball...enthusiatic..been a great motivation to me..trying to pull the other 1 back.Lian Hong..everything is gonna be fine man..handling ppl is always not easy..10 ppl has 10 diff personalities..how to handle.but still can learn..gd learning process lehz..

Been helping other ppl in the network also..a few newcomers were taught by me..hahah..the feeling of being able to teach ppl is so SHIOK ah!!!!seeing them grow all tat..a sense of fulfillment..cannot get elsewhere 1..from someone blur cock 1 become someone not bad..steady.do things gd..very hard..but once u help that person achieve it..ohhh..high

A person's life is only that long..wat can we achieve or want to achieve we haf to do it quick..cos we're not achieving it for ourself..but for the benefits of our loved ones..who haf suffered so long for our comfort and survival.time to pay them back..as much as we can in our life..before they leave us..life is full of uncertainty..we dun know wat we'll be facing the next moment..so make every moment count...

We might not b able to change who we are now cos it's the choices that we made in the past tat turns us to who we are now..but we can definitely change who we will be in the future..by making the right decision..to improve our life..make it better..as perfect as possible..

The sadest part of a person's life is tat when he look back at his life and found that there are many things that he should do but did not..now tat there is not enough time to do..he can only grief over it..

A person will never regret wat he did..but he always regret wat he did not do...

Presentation Time..

2004-10-01T03:20:00.000+08:00

hey...long time din blog liaoz..haha..dunno wat to write so din write loh..anyway been busy lately also..building up my network...going to cheong all the way to my 1st goal of the yr..being the BAM by 091204...cant miss it man..cos in Dec...there's a Recognition Day 4 all managers..so grand..how can miss.??everyone cheonging 4 it.,...i can lose out too..

Hmm.going to start doing presentation oredi..no more a B always..time to train 2 b A..though i still need to open my network bigger..but...due to lack of presenters..time 4 me to help out..but 1st i muz prac n train myself 2 b a gd A..then can help..if not i cock up then no help..but harm..wanna close more ppl..best is 100% closing rate..haha..my network sure explode..haha..cant wait 4 tat day to come...keke..tat will b the time where passive incomes come in n i start earning...keke..

Wish me Luck Guys...

Let's keep the Fire Burning...!!!

2004-09-16T01:50:00.000+08:00

Yoyo..Feel so shiok this wk wo...haha..finally got my passion back 4 my biz man...slack so long oredi..time to buck up n start moving..so many managers in the company come bua me..how can continue to slack???dui bu qi ta men wo..

Been gd...made many appts..but so far no new agents under me yet..but still ok..you zhi zhe shi jing chen..haha.sure can 1..aiming to become manager by dec...got Recognition Day man..at some grand hotel...grand ballroom..ooh...shiok...hahaha...who got such chance go this kind of place get recognised???hahaha...ooooohhhooooooo....haha...muz go 4 it..

Hope the passion will carry on..yeah...eh??cannot cannot..not hope..is MUZ....canrry on...hiak hiak hiak...

Finally...

2004-09-11T14:34:00.000+08:00

Yeah..finally can write my blog myself liaoz..dun need to bother frens to help liaoz..a bit sad though..formatted my com to get it done..some hard to get stuffs gone..4got to save in other place..end up gone..all the pics taken during the Army Open House also dunno go where liaoz..nvm..can get from fren again..hmm..

loads of stuff to load up to my com though..all the window updates..all my softwares..hmmm..oh..i've got a new printer..haha..a multi-tool..can print copy can scan..haha..li hai mah???keke..after after tat i broke liaoz..cos overspent again...all those frens out there muz be sianz seeing/hearing me saying i overspent again..really got load of things to get...dun get now next time no chance get liaoz wo..but all those are excuses lah..haha..ppl earning lesser than me now can survive the whole month n still save..y can't i???so..muz spend lesser..eat outside less lah..etc..if not cannot get married liaoz.. no lao po ben..haha..

hmmm..yesterday went 4 dinner with christina..oh..spent quite a bit lah..but ok lah..worth it..she happy can liaoz..keke..went NYDC 4 dinner then walk ard..dunno go where ended up at Kbox..haha..sing a while n went home at ard 12plus..sent her home after tat..keke..oh..gave her the present i prepared 4 her long long time ago..haha..actually not tat long lah.. abt 3wks ago???yeah..should be..hope she likes it..keke..had a great nite though...a bit paiseh at Kbox lah..my voice KNS 1..sing until like dunno wat..need to sing with the mtv then can..no sing-a-long cannot sing cos will zao sia...haha...oh...great experience..muz prac my singing..then wun sia suay again..haha...

Army Open House 2004

2004-09-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

Yeah...Been in the SAF 4 so long hor..never been to the Army Open House b4 lehz..this yr heng..free so can go..haha..more heng is I Sun duty then Mon off so can make it 2 go the last day..it started on 03 Sept till 06 Sept at SAFTI MI..keke..

Since hardly got chance to go,,this yr din wanna miss it..go ard find ppl but cannot find..but huang tian bu fu ku xin ren..found Shihui 2 go with me..she dunno where is the place..never go b4..so came with me..haha

Me in Super Puma

Meet her at JP at 3pm..end up I late..haha..so paiseh..1st time meet ppl then late..haha..Sorry oh..by the time we reacah is ard 345pm liaoz..from the flyers the ppl gif out then I realize that last day ends at 6pm..so we dun haf much time to explore all..so walk ard c interesting ones..haha

The weather is not very gd since morning..tot by noon should b ok liaoz..but end up rain...quite heavy some more..haha..heng..Shihui brought umbrella..keke..then din get drenched..but my shoes old liaoz..lip zui..whole pair of shoes flooded..haha..

Suai bo???

This 1 more suai???keke

Ooh..after walking ard..found quite a few nice n new stuffs..haha..enriching...think also eye opener for Shihui..walk until almost ending time liaoz..sit at the grand stand..watch the SAF Music n Drama Company (MDC) sing song..ahaha..after that take the shuttle bus back to jurong....ohh..din know got shuttle bus..if not sure take from jurong all the way to SAFTI..save money..haha..Great Fun...

In Chinook..

Poor Planning

2004-08-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

Sianz..Regretted now wo..din plan properly wat to do when i clear leave..hmmm..jia lat..whenever i on leave dunno wat to do..argh..sianz..broke liaoz also..wanna go out also cannot..cos muz save money..wanna go taiwan play..go KL walk walk with frens..wanna learn scuba diving..buy new HP, aircon, digi cam..PS2..Wahh....so many things to buy so little money..haha..muz really work hard liaoz...ohh..

Juz bought a gift 2 tat special person i found..keke..this time really put in a lot of effort wo..besides buying the toy..still handmade a box 4 it..still got other stuffs to add in..keke..hope can touch her heart..hmmmm...head big liaoz...need more ideas..keke..

Great Movie..Great Date..

2004-08-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

woohoo...wat a great day..keke..went 4 movies @ PS..steady lah..meet up with the gal(Christina) i had been toking to the past wk..hmm...so excited..hear from my fren(Yanping aka my introducer), she looks diff from the pic..hmm..wondering how much diff she will b..hmm..after meeting her..realised tat..yah..very diff..much fairer..prettier..than the pic..keke..

Hmm..1st date was not bad...chat a bit abt this n tat..after tat meet up with Yanping+BF..then go makan...can't find a nice place so end up @ swensons..after tat went bugis walk walk..but the shops all closing..cos it's like almost 10pm..nvm..walk ard outside then end up @ a cafe called Recko..something like tat..Yanping's bF go there watch socce match so joined them..

Yeah..had a great day..glad tat chris had a nice day too..hope can ask her out again..haha..*winks*

YEah..new Skin..haha(new Blog Skin..not Nuskin)haha

2004-08-20T16:07:00.000+08:00

Woohoo..shiok ah..find so long..finally found a new skin 4 my blog..yeah..my fav again..haha..final fantasy..haha.really FF siaoz liaoz..everything also FF..handphone wallpaper also FF 1..haha..anyway tat's the only game i play on PS lah..haha..fun lehz..

Hmm..main reason y i always use FFVIII de skin..cos very romantic wo..very soothing n warm loh..haha..the layout...the pic....ooh...bo way gong ah..haha...yeah..made my day..haha..

Yo..Understudy come liaoz oh..

2004-08-15T03:35:00.000+08:00

hey hey..finally my understudy come liaoz..at 1st tot no understudy can relak a but cos nothing to hand over since no one take over..now got understudy liaoz..time to do work..prepare the stuffs to hand over..got understudy liaoz only prove 1 thing..my ORD date drawing near..haha..

My understudy also from Alpha wing in OCS 1..hope he can do the stuffs tat i do, handle the platoon better than i can..he blur blur 1 so hope he's up to it..i know tat coming to my unit is sianz cos really zo bo 1..he came with a mentality of wat the f***..hope he can put in his effort to do the tasks tat's tasked to him..can change the mindset is the best liaoz..so far he still nua..dun seem to be eager to learn from me those stuffs tat he need to know..dunno is it my impression only or he really is like tat 1..hope is not. if not my platoon will suffer man...jia lat..

Hmm..now clearing leave.. haha..got more time to do my own things.. slowly clear till OCT..ahaha..then can be in the civilian world fighting for my living liaoz..haha...

Great Movie..

2004-08-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

wah..really din hit my UF..really gonna shout that phrase liaoz..argh..nvm..i hua fei fen wei li liang..cheong for it again..muz get more partners then we all do 2gether..

putting tat aside,went 4 movies with my platoon guys..watched the fahrenheit 9/11, it's abt the 9/11 incident..mainly aiming at our gd old bush lah..how he get his president post..how much comsideration he took regarding the counter terrorist measures..how he react when the 9/11 incident took place..how he join the Al Qaeda to do business lah. etc..lots of thingy man..u wanna know more details??go watch urself loh.. watch liaoz sure on fire 1..haha..i came out wanna punch the bush..hahaha..eh.. cannot punch..mayb burn..bush catches fire easily rite??hahaha

hey hey!!!!

2004-08-04T13:03:00.000+08:00

Yo..long time din blog liaoz wo..too tired..no mood to blog loh..keke..anyway..it had been a tiring wk 4 me..

Had live firing almost every wk..all the preparation is making me tired..doing all the admin instructions etc..hmm..but something to be happy abt..i got my LTA liaoz..haha..1 more choco bar on my shoulder..shiok shiok..getting my 2nd bar only mean 1 thing lehz..and tat is..i'm ORDing loh!!!!haha..can start clearing my leave loh..more time to relax n do my own things.. haha..

Hmm..my deadling to hit my UF coming soon liaoz..jia lat.. still cannot get it..gonna shout that phrase next wed liaoz.. sianz..how???how??arghh..someone pls help me...other ppl cannot hit only climb stairs lehz..i suay..make such a agreement with my manager.. sianz..arghh..super buay song....hmmmm..

y ppl do like so easy then me so jia lat lehz??hmmm..muz mian bi si guo liaoz.. ='(

Back from a long wk..

2004-07-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey..long time din write blog liaoz wo..cos dunno wat to write..now after the wkend, got many things to write liaoz...hahaha

Juz came back from course..wat course lehz??it's Philsophy of Success Course (PSC) 2 day course that brings u thru ur past till now..let u realise ur direction in life and teach u wat it takes to be successful in life.. it's organised by the company i work 4..how they teach us all those things??that's up 2 u to take up the challenge n sign up for it.. but it's only available for certain company members..haha..i'm lucky enough to sign up for it..

There's lots of games n lectures during thise course n each has it's rationale behind it..tell u abt wat the rationale is also no use cos u haf to experience the whole course urself then u can benefit from the whole course n know wat u need to do in order to be successful n how u can cheong to achieve ur aim..keke..but after u finish the whole course..u'll be like me liaoz.. lose my voice..cannot tok properly liaoz..but recovering..keke..

My batch is more fortunate this time round cos ours haf a Post PSC Camp at Tanah Merah SAFRA Resort..again there's lots of games n lesson to be learnt..i went late the 1st day cos of live firing in the morning..regretted..cos that part is very important..to me lah..hmm...learnt how to present to ppl n advertise our company to others.. but i'm not gd at it..plus this time miss that part of the camp.. a bit sad.. but nvm.. can learn from the rest..keke..the whole camp start on the 19th-21st Jul loh.. so 2day juz came home.. very sleepy..cos din sleep much in the nite as we all play mahjong..tok cock.. do sharing with our seniors..also learnt a lot from all these sharing..haha.. fun....so happy that i joined this company.learnt so much n haf so much fun..haha..

Now i'm super charged n ready to go all out again to achieve my UF n BAM liaoz.. haha.. all the WAY!!!!!

Bad Idea

2004-07-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

Heyheyhey..2day got Business Introduction PRogramme (BIP)..it's for those new ppl who came over to my company n let them understand how our compnay works loh..haha..

Mr Jackie gave the tok loh.. very interesting.. the way he tok n explain the whole thing is really very fun lehz.. got a very lighthearted atmosphere..cracked a lot of jokes..haha

after tat go makan with Ming Xing n Mr Daren..kena stunned by Mr DAren..ask me when wanna hit BAM..as in when wanne get my BAM title..hmm..think n think then decided on 091204 being the deadline for my BAM target..but if cannot hit how???think very long then decided.if cannot then i'll be single 4eva..haha.. sereious rite??hmm.. muz be serious then will cheong 4 it.. cos no matter wat i wun wanna b single all the way loh.. haha

then later part of the evening Mr Daren stunned me again..ask me when wanna get my 1st universal fund..then i gif myself 1 month.. if cannot i'll haf to stand infront of the whole company n say aloud "i cannot hit my UF..i deserve to die" 10times.. haha.. Mr Daren's idea..hmm stress liaoz.. muz think of ways to settle this..canot kena punish..very sia suay 1..haha..

Hmm..really muz cheong liaoz..cannot slack anymore..keke..

New Found PassiOn...

2004-07-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..after so long din make appt liaoz..getting a bit sianz of doing my stuff liaoz..then keep pushing ppl below me to move... to make appt...sucks man..push ppl then i myself dun move..how can????Finally wake up liaoz..got lectured by my managers n he shared many things with me..really enriching..after hearing wat he said i feel so much better n wanna cheong for it again..my Universal Fund..my BAM..

My new aim..muz get my 1st UF within these 2wks,,then cheong another 4 months for my BAM...if cannot get..hmmm..then i dunno wat i'll do.. muz think of a punishment..if not wun try my best.hmm..when i tot of it then say..haha..

2day got my poly fren cum BMT buddy down to my company..too long no appt..then a bit rusty liaoz.. dunno wat to do..hahaha.not bad lah.. interested but not free to do yet..after sept he'll come back n do..then we'll da tian xia 2gether...more appt coming...UF...i'm COMING..kekek

Something New

2004-07-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

Forever Living Product(FLP) is a network marketing company that has been established got a long long time.. started in USA during 1978 n came to Singapore in 1984 when Singapore juz made network marketing legal..

I went down to the place 2day hoping to hear wat is their system abt but too bad i went with the wrong mindset..think i'm still new in this line so is not really open to wat the presenter's gonna say..scared kena psycho..haha..

My fren Jiaxuan accompany me go lah..cos she more steady..at least she knows how to handle the qns posted by the presenter n i'm kinda stuck..(hmmm..the feeling sucks)but i learnt not to be too defensive abt my own stuffs lah..muz go in a 'empty glass' mindset n accept wat they haf to offer..as in wat their views are..it'll be easier to learnt from them in this kind of mindset..more receptive i should say..Too closed up will not learnt anything then end up wasted time listening..not productive..so..i wasted quite a bit of my time lah.. But Jiaxuan talked to me loh.learnt a lot from her..

Time to change my mindset..then can absorb better..learn better.. in future can do better too..keke..(",)been doing well now..but wanna do better..CHEONG ah!!!!BAM..i'm coming..soon..keke

New experience....

2004-06-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

Heyheyhey..2day go company do new stuff lehz.. OPP..eh.. wat's that lehz.. i also dunno how to say..basically is to help ppl c the need of improving their financial status loh.. many ppl din plan for their future loh..neither do i in the future till i join this company..

Until i start to OPP other ppl then i realise how hard it is to do it..to tok to strangers abt how they can improve on wat they are doin now and how they can plan a more enjoyable retirement.. always c ppl do until like very easy..say until very smooth..i tried..not very easy lehz.. but i believe that i can do it like the rest of the 'old birds' if i practise often..meaning do more OPP..haha..

basically i found that if we wanna live a comfortable life & enjoy wat we hope to haf is not achievable thru working as an employee..working for ppl only can earn enough to sustain for a short time n it's very hard to save up enough for other leisure unless u are holding high positions in big companies..but now that the economy is not that gd yet.. many ppl got retrenched..then how??no income..age catching up with so many things to pay for n a family to support..very hard to suvive oh..

After being intro this current part time byb my fren, i found a solution..can still get a passive income and can still survive if no job cos income still coming in thru this part time..not that bad..heng heng..

Wanna know wat is it abt??haha..dun tell u..if u really interested drop me a tag... i'll tell u more..keke..

Arghh..sia suay!!!

2004-06-25T01:40:00.000+08:00

Wah.. today went to take IPPT 2day..sad.. tot can at least pass..but end up fail..cos chin up cannot make it.. only 4.. sianz..back to my OCS times liaoz.. always cos of chin up cannot get silver..haiz..sianz..Muz cheong silver if not very embarrassing 1..gonna train like hell to get it.. hmm..too long din take liaoz..muz get back the momentum..grrrr..I'll conquer IPPT..hahaha..2wks..cheong ARHH>>

Results are as follows
Standing Broad Jump: 239cm
Shuttle run: 9.6secs
Sit-ups: 42
Chin-ups: 4 (haizzz)
2.4km Run: dunno yet..timing not read out..update later..keke..should be 11plus mins..sianz...

Got some improvement in shuttle run (personal best is 9.9 now 9.6, standing broad jump (personal best is 234 now 239)keke..

I'll train hard..SILVER. HERE I COME!!!!

End of my love

2004-06-23T02:15:00.000+08:00

Hmm..juz broke up with my gf oh..a bit ke xi lah..cos 2yrs plus relationship..i initiate 1 some more..haiz..cos i feel that i din really fulfill me role as her bf lah..so i end up saying the forbidden words..hmm..

Since the 1st day we are 2gether i din gif her the sense of security so she's always not secure loh..whenever i wanna go out with frens she'll scared i go out with gals then t he gals snatch me away..most of the time will ask many qns which i dun like lah..then after all this while i try my best to make her feel secure but i think no use lah.. dunno y also..finally cannot take it then voiced out..though we aways tok abt it but the situation will go back again loh..it's hard to change lah.. i understand that but juz feel that we might not be suitable after all this while.. (",)

Anyway.. i wish her all the best in her future endeavours..n hope that her next will treat her better than i do..take care oh.. keep in touch..CHEERS..

ORD Loh!!!!!

2004-06-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

Haha..shiok shiok..been shiok 4 a few days liaoz.. after the new abt NSF liability cut short i'm happy till now..hoho..ORD LOH!!!!..in october lah..cut by 2months.. shiok shiok shiok..keke

My camp mates more shiok..suppose to ORD in aug end up can go at the end of this month..hahaha..so happy for them..i also going off soon liaoz.. din know can go so fast..my chief clerk also tell us to start planning our ORD leave liaoz.. haha..hoho...can be happier than this liaoz..now only need to worry abt work liaoz.. cos after ORD dunno can find work anot..though i oredi got part time liaoz but better find a more stable job to earn standard income..keke

my Dear also very happy oh..cos i finally can finish my NS n can pei her more liaoz.. funny request she posted to me.. she wanna c my pink ic..wanna c my baby face.. hahaa..so paiseh wo..

all the best to all those going to enlist this yr.. lucky ppl out there..enjoy ur NS..it's gonna be fun..Endure thru..2yrs very fast 1..dun grumble too much cos the worse is over..only 2yrs..nothing to complain abt anymore.. keke..

My Birthday is here..finally

2004-06-09T14:08:00.000+08:00

The long awaited bday of a young chap has finally arrived..his 22nd bday..n that young chap happened to be me.. keke..a fine young man who hardly celebrate his bday but this y r it's different.. besides having his dear gf, Xiao Han, celebrating this bday, but also frens from his company with him..

Never had a chance to haf so many ppl celebrating bday with me..so touched..all the handshakes from fellow colleagues plus hugs from some of them..almost cried lehz.. keke.. kidding lah.

Din really expect to haf celebration actually..cos no sign of any cakes of watsoever..tot they 4gotten.but in the end my bday was remembered..was asked to go makan after work..when Swensons' for earthquake.. oh..with candles on it some more.. was so surprised that they really did all that man..secretly tell the servers to put the candles. then we went somewhere else sit down tok cock a bit till ard 1plus when most of us are too tired to do anything,,that's when we all break up n head for home..

Though din really play until like mad but really had a gd time cos no frens haf ever celebrated my bday besides my Xiao Han..cos my bday is during sch hols where we dun meet so din spend it with them..really had a gd time.. thanx to all of u out there...:)

Sentosa is so fun..!!!!

2004-06-03T11:37:00.000+08:00

Hoho..went sentosa with my company ppl..went there in the late morning then play until evening time...fun fun fun..shiok shiok shiok....so many ppl went..seldom got chance go out with so many ppl..as if illegal gathering like that.. haha..my dear han han also got go wo..but she din join in the activities that we played cos her 'dear' shirleen also got come with her bf..then she whole day follow her n play loh...

We started with normal volleyball game loh.. then whoever miss the ball will be thrown in to the water.. haha..lucky i steady then din kena.. hoho..after a while Mr Jackie got us to chip in a bit to buy drinks then he posted a few challenges for us.. whoever can meet the requirements of the challenge can drink the drinks n also some snacks.. (hand stand/ head stand/ trust fall) many ppl try tyo practise but also got many heck care n continue to play their own game..hahhaa..

when it's time for the challenge many went up to try n get themselves the drinks..but many din make it lehz so they din get to drink..then finally got to the challenge of the trust fall..i also went up.. but din really pass cos my body din maintain the required straightness..hmmm..

after playing a while i realise that my gal very sianz sitting next to my bag there so went to tok to her loh..after a while i accompany her walk to the rocky area there enjoy the breeze..after a while i realised that the whole group is gathering for debrief of the whole event that day and i ran all the way to meet up with them..i went there a bit too late n missed out some parts of wat Mr Jackie wanna say..lucky for me still can catch a bit of it loh..

The whole meaning of all the challenge is to let us realise that we always take things for granted..thinking that we oredi know the ways n means of doing certain things n din really put in effort to practise n perfect watever we oredi know..when it's time for the test then we started to panic n do last min practise when early warnings had oredi been given earlier on..the trust fall also teset us on our trust on our frens n also the courage to fall back into the arms of the frens standing behind us, catching us breakign our fall..it also test us on whether we follow instructions anot cos many of us were told to keep our body straight n fall but still many of us din..the catcher below were told to hand their hands properly n be ready to catch the faller n some din really do that n cos 1 of the faller to fall to the groung but luckily not happen to him cos some of the catcher managed to catch him n reduced the impact of his fall..hmm..

A really fruitful day..i really learnt alot..after the whole debrief is done we r allowed to leave or stay n play some more..but my gf n i decided to go back n haf our dinner.. we took the cable car back to world trade n took mrt back to jurong where we had our dinner.. hmm..hungry me.. haha..a tiring day but i dun mind cos i had fun..haha..(",)

Yeah..I'm a BE

2004-05-29T13:17:00.000+08:00

hohoho..Finally.. after 3 wks of hardwork finally meet the requirement of becoming a BE last nite.. shiok shiok.. thanx to darren patrick n andrew to help me push for it..realyl muz thank them..

hmm.after work go meet my han han..very tired liaoz..rush down meet her then too tired to do anything end up sleep at her place..fall asleep almost straight away cos too tired liaoz.. haha..jia lat..hmm..

cos slept too late last nite so morning almost cannot wak up.. end up wake up late then reach camp late..heng my OC din get too angry but warned me not to be late tml cos tml got important function..hope can make it tml..need to wake up very early oh..630am muz reach hougang meet ppl then go changi naval base for open house..need help out in the security matters.. so sianz.haiz.. cannot enjoy wkend..long time din relax during wkends liaoz..hmm...

hmmm..BaD dAy...:(

2004-05-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

Got a bad day 2day..hmm..dunno hw to say lehz..2dat brought a fren down my workplace to show him ard..then toked to him abt my workplace then another fren of mine suppose to help me follow up..then tok to him n c if he wanna consider working there also.. but she very sick so din come on time end up i need to do everything myself..almost messed up the whole thing but lucky my senior ard help me jie wei..so not that bad..

At the end of the whole interview session my fren say wanna think abt it so we gif him some time to think it thru..hmmm..too bad.. it's a great placeto work..hope he wun think too long cos he might miss a gd chance to get a gd job..

Learn a lot of thing today man..gotta bear wat i learnt 2day in mind..hmm....

happy!!!

2004-05-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

Wah.. it's really a happy day 2day man...morning go service heard a wonderful msg from the pastor..abt how to safe guard our potential that God gave us n how to maximise it.. shiok lehz..then after that see so many ppl amde decisions to accept Jesus as their personal Lord n Saviour.. ooh..so many saved souls.. feel so shiok to c them being saved..

Evening went down company..there got course got a fren grad from the course 2day so go support the grad..very impacting course wo..see the course trainees so motivated after the course so energetic n lively..a whole new person they haf changes into.. wonder watthe course did to them man.. i'll haf a chance to go next time n i'll go n experience wat they went thru..i'll surely go for it..got so inspired by the trainees n my fren..they come out exhausted n spent..we all go down gif them support n encouragement to spur them on in their future work in the company cos they went thru a lot during the course n realy needed our support to encourage them..i made a promise to my fren that i'll go thru the course also n i'll make it thru no matter how hard it'll be..time to strive for my success..cannot slack liaoz..keke..

TiReD...

2004-05-19T16:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..finally got free time to write a new blog liaoz..haha..last few days too busy n tired so din write..now got time better write..

Quite tired now.. after duty come home rest..got a shock ah..dunno wat happen cannot connect to internet..but lucky now ok liaoz..call singnet so many times..try n try cannot work..then leave it alone for a while ok liaoz.. heng ah.. if not sianz man..
wanna load movie also cannot..loading naruto now..a jap cartoon..very interesting sia..haha

hmmm..later going out so muz rest a bit if not later no energy..ahaha..fall asleep on the bus then die liaoz.. sure miss stop 1.. haha..c ya..

Boring

2004-05-15T14:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..a sad warm afternoon.here i am stucked in camp doing duty..though there's internet access but doesn't cure my boredom cos there's nothing to do online..should haf brought in some VCDs to watch but din..regretted..all i can do now is do nothing..hmm..probably go for a few rounds to check on the duty guys if not can juz stay in bunk n sleep..there's tv but nothing to watch..really boring.. miss my darling so much..wondering if she feels the same..SHe's out with her frens while i'm in camp..doesnt matter.. as long as she's happy.. i'm happy..miss u so much..my baby koala..:)